Hi Butterflies
Sorry I'm not able to update cause my health is getting worse day by day.
I have amnesia. I Don't know how. I just know something happened and that made a trauma for me. I'm just getting nightmares from that.
My parents know about this but when I asked them and they try to tell me I suddenly got a headache and I fainted. It already happened two times so I don't have any courage left.
They will say " When you were coming back from your tour your grandparents...." just I only remember this.
In my nightmares someone tortured me. Beated me for a whole continuous day. I have marks to and I'm pretty sure it's not only a nightmare it's something that happened to me in reality.
I just want to get rid of all this. I sometimes feel like dying.
I just can't hold it anymore. I tried to attempt suicide in reality. But some people are by my side they are the only one who gave me courage.
The peoples are my parents; my uncle, aunt and cousins from my mother's side; my 4 best male friends I can say and at last 5 girl best friends and one online friend on wattpad.
Om thankful to them only because of them im alive now.
