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Why does life have to be so hard when you love something? I fucking hate it! Life is so hard.I find it so hard for people to understand me.My family,my cousins and my friends.I have three favourite cousins who are sisters and they are sisters to me,but I still feel like they can't understand me properly when I tell them something.I have been keeping my BIGGEST secret away from them but if I tell them I feel like they might react bad if I tell them.It's not that I do trust them but I still can't help but think about it wherever I am.I have been having trouble in school like I seriously was crying in school for 15 minutes in english but I was lucky and didn't get caught because I sit at the back.These cousins should know who they are.I am not trying to offend my cousins or anyone by putting up this message up If I do I am sorry.I am not sure what to do anymore.I don't know if I should tell them or not.This does not mean I will never tell them because one day I WILL tell them.One of these cousins have an account called @pearlwdw make sure you go follow her give her votes on her story.I wanted to just say to her and her sisters that I am so lucky and grateful for having them as my cousins.Love you