Taikuyo

Hi everyone, its been awhile. I've recently been hit with a bad type of motivation... I've been talking to my crush of about a few months now and focused more on him rather than writting. 
          	
          	But after awhile of talking, my friends made me realized that he was just playing with me. I would tell him how my day was and he would say 'cool' or 'nice' but when it came to me telling him about these new 'boy' friends I meet, he gets a little bit posessive and acts like a jealous boyfriend (by what my friends told me), he would tell me that the boys I meet are shitty and that I shouldn't hang out with them. 
          	
          	Besides that, he has brought up many girls in our conversations whether it be girls he meets in real life or girls who he meets online. Either way, I supported and listenned to whoever he meets and hangs out with because I can't control who he is with. But one thing that bugged me was how he compared a girl to me and said 'she's like your twin but way freakier' and 'she's pretty.' I then realized, he never once called me pretty. 
          	
          	Everytime I've tried to ask him out to hangout, he says he's busy with whatever he has in his life. I know he has a busy life but he should be able to make some time for me, right...? We live close to eachother which makes it worse. And now that made me realized...
          	
          	I didn't start wattpad because 'it would be fun'. I started reading and writting because I wanted an escape, something to fuel my need for a partner who I can love and care for. 
          	
          	I'm thankful for the people who are patient with my stories/work. I will do my best to pick back up my phone and start creating an escape for me, and for you all. Thank you all for reading my yapping/rant and hopefully I'll see you under the comments of any of my works ♡

Taikuyo

Hi everyone, its been awhile. I've recently been hit with a bad type of motivation... I've been talking to my crush of about a few months now and focused more on him rather than writting. 
          
          But after awhile of talking, my friends made me realized that he was just playing with me. I would tell him how my day was and he would say 'cool' or 'nice' but when it came to me telling him about these new 'boy' friends I meet, he gets a little bit posessive and acts like a jealous boyfriend (by what my friends told me), he would tell me that the boys I meet are shitty and that I shouldn't hang out with them. 
          
          Besides that, he has brought up many girls in our conversations whether it be girls he meets in real life or girls who he meets online. Either way, I supported and listenned to whoever he meets and hangs out with because I can't control who he is with. But one thing that bugged me was how he compared a girl to me and said 'she's like your twin but way freakier' and 'she's pretty.' I then realized, he never once called me pretty. 
          
          Everytime I've tried to ask him out to hangout, he says he's busy with whatever he has in his life. I know he has a busy life but he should be able to make some time for me, right...? We live close to eachother which makes it worse. And now that made me realized...
          
          I didn't start wattpad because 'it would be fun'. I started reading and writting because I wanted an escape, something to fuel my need for a partner who I can love and care for. 
          
          I'm thankful for the people who are patient with my stories/work. I will do my best to pick back up my phone and start creating an escape for me, and for you all. Thank you all for reading my yapping/rant and hopefully I'll see you under the comments of any of my works ♡

Taikuyo

HIII EVERYONEE!! 
          
          I wish everyone a happy new years ♡♡
          
          I know i said i got more time in december but at the same time, I didnt upload much LOL
          
          So whats gonna happen to the ongoing books? Nothing much, I'll still continue them but the updates will take some time
          
          I still check up on wattpad daily to read comments and all so tbh if yall REALLY REALLY want an update, make sure to tell me to wake the hell up and lock in #QueenNeverCry
          
          Once again, happy new years everyone!
          
          

Taikuyo

OK I'LL LOCK IN FOR YOU BBG
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yinnizel

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@Taikuyo wake the fuck up and update sae fic #ihavebeenwaiting #ineedthat #please #iloveurwriting #please2
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Taikuyo

JUMPSCARE !!
          
          Hi since awhile LMAO
          
          Im unfortunately blaming my school work for my absense and now that its december I GOT MORE TIMEEE
          
          Updates or whatever Im gonna be doing now:
          
          Continue two hearts oneshots book
          
          Sae's book is unpublished for now (changing to another theme/layout since I found a better song for it lol)
          
          And maybe release a Kaiser oneshot book like Rin's and Sae's on december 25 (pookie's birthday <3)
          
          Any more recommendations are welcomed, see you all later!

caieoffee

@Taikuyo YEY KAISER ONE SHOT IM HERE FOR IT
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Taikuyo

Update~ I decided to write a short story book or whatever those are called for my 200 fw special and also because BLUE LOCK s2 anime is coming out soon. I have no idea if I have more Blue Lock fans than mashle fans but I decided on writting for my favorite character (as of now), Rin Itoshi. Im very vocal about my love for him, in the internet, and in real life. 
          
          Sorry that its not a mashle book... I will keep uploading (and doing requests) for mashle content in the form of oneshots in my oneshots book. I need new content to stay afloat in a fandom and well- I can say I screamed in the last manga chapter (as of writting).
          
          
          Soo like about the Sae book... I kinda got lazy. Dont get me wrong- I want to write a book with the ado reader concept because– Ado is amazing. I love her and her music. But my laziness is on another level of bad.
          
          Expect a fully finished book on october 5, if all goes smooth. 

SaharBatool3

@Taikuyo 
            Oh I can't wait!
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elysiumrae

BLUE LOCK S2 MENTIONED?????????? 
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Taikuyo

Guys wth I went back to school (august 1) and then 200 followers popped up on my profile- TYSM YOU ALL I LOVE YOU ALL- nah but seriously. 200 is a big number. Definetly a bigger number than the amount of friends i got but like- ya yk.
          
          No one has responded yet so im bringing it up again, what do yall want as a celebration for 200 fws? If no one suggests anything then imma continue my usual schedule of posting when I want LOL

-Spookie-

@Taikuyo ily ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ
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AuStInESmioes

Hey @Taikuyo I’ve been re-reading the Deaf! Sister thing since it’s cute and I suddenly began thinking that since Y/n is like the only female Blue Lock, World 5, and PXG player and imagine she’s in the manga, what if she was faceless but her face is shown at a key moment like her aura awakening or smtg

AuStInESmioes

@Taikuyo Could see the edits lol
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Taikuyo

@AuStInESmioes sounds like a self insert character with the faceless gig LMAO but the idea sounds cool 
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