TaintedMisery

Hi.
          	
          	A little over four years ago I created this account and started writing because it was an outlet during tough times. I was able to connect with others who enjoyed and liked the same bands as me. I've met some amazing people, some that I've become good friends with, and I've had some great readers over the years.
          	
          	As most of you know, I unpublished my books because I was not happy with how they were written. I was 14 at the time most of them were written and I've become a much better writer since then. At the time of unpublishing them, I had every intention of rewriting and editing them so they could be posted again. 
          	
          	For the last eight months I have been on here almost every day trying to edit and rewrite my old stories, and every day I would get angry because I couldn't do it and I didn't know why at first. After sitting down and thinking about it, I now know why.
          	
          	I'm 19 years old now and I've grown as person. I no longer enjoy the things that I used to write about (GNR, Motley Crue, etc.). Don't get me wrong, I still love all of them but I just no longer have the same passion that I used to for them when I was younger. I have new interests and passions for different things.
          	
          	As mentioned before, I am 19. I just finished my hockey season and in a little more than two months I will be graduating high school. I'm taking a gap year but I know what I want to do in life and I know that even if I still had the passion to write my old stories, I wouldn't have the time to do so.
          	
          	So if you can't tell, this is me closing this chapter of my life and officially saying goodbye to my books. Maybe in the future I might get the inspiration to repost an old one or a new one but for now it is likely that I won't. I just wanted to inform everyone that read my books and kept asking about when I'd post them again, that I won't be.
          	
          	I will still be on here once in a while to talk to people. So if you want to talk feel free to message me on here or Twitter.
          	
          	Much love,
          	Emily

TaintedMisery

Hi.
          
          A little over four years ago I created this account and started writing because it was an outlet during tough times. I was able to connect with others who enjoyed and liked the same bands as me. I've met some amazing people, some that I've become good friends with, and I've had some great readers over the years.
          
          As most of you know, I unpublished my books because I was not happy with how they were written. I was 14 at the time most of them were written and I've become a much better writer since then. At the time of unpublishing them, I had every intention of rewriting and editing them so they could be posted again. 
          
          For the last eight months I have been on here almost every day trying to edit and rewrite my old stories, and every day I would get angry because I couldn't do it and I didn't know why at first. After sitting down and thinking about it, I now know why.
          
          I'm 19 years old now and I've grown as person. I no longer enjoy the things that I used to write about (GNR, Motley Crue, etc.). Don't get me wrong, I still love all of them but I just no longer have the same passion that I used to for them when I was younger. I have new interests and passions for different things.
          
          As mentioned before, I am 19. I just finished my hockey season and in a little more than two months I will be graduating high school. I'm taking a gap year but I know what I want to do in life and I know that even if I still had the passion to write my old stories, I wouldn't have the time to do so.
          
          So if you can't tell, this is me closing this chapter of my life and officially saying goodbye to my books. Maybe in the future I might get the inspiration to repost an old one or a new one but for now it is likely that I won't. I just wanted to inform everyone that read my books and kept asking about when I'd post them again, that I won't be.
          
          I will still be on here once in a while to talk to people. So if you want to talk feel free to message me on here or Twitter.
          
          Much love,
          Emily

TaintedMisery

Just wanted to let you guys know that I have removed Light My Fire from Wattpad because....well I really don't have a good reason why except that when I first started it, I was really happy with it...but now I'm kinda not and I don't want to continue on with how it is or it'll just end up shitty.
          
          I may delete the final book on my account also, The Preacher's Daughter. I love that book but in a lot of ways it makes me shudder at how poorly and bad it was written and I hate that feeling.
          
          I have been writing in my drafts a lot more with new ideas, and in hopes of getting better at writing, so do expect to see new stories...just not anytime soon as I'm quite busy with work at the moment. I do hope everyone understands my decision! 
          
          Love you all! xx

vampirewerewolves

So I'm just gonna put it out there.. I miss your GN'R stories and your Andy Biersack (BVB) stories!!!! Like no joke!! Sorry, just had to say it haha

TaintedMisery

@vampirewerewolves It's alright haha. I actually miss writing them! I was planning on rewriting all of them since they're still in my drafts but I just haven't had time to actually put thought into all of it.
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TaintedMisery

I just wanted to log on real quick and tell you guys that my hospital visit wasn't too bad. They gave me something to stop my coughing for the most part, thank god because I was starting to cough some icky-blood type stuff, idk what to call it. They also gave me some antibiotics and an inhaler to use for the next couple of days. 
          
          Like I said last night, I'm not going to be on for the next few days and so I won't be getting back to you guys until I log on again, so please don't think I'm ignoring you, I just need to take some time for myself. Also, Happy Mother's Day to any of the mothers out there on Wattpad. I'll talk to you guys in a few days :)
          -Emmie xoxo

TaintedMisery

@Synysters_Wife I'm feeling much better already! :)
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Synysters_Wife

@TaintedMisery I hope that you'll begin to feel better! :)
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TaintedMisery

I need something new to read. Anyone have suggestions? c:

Synysters_Wife

@TaintedMisery How about Maid for Hire by demonicblackcat?
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TaintedMisery

@Synysters_Wife Yeah I read it a while back. I agree, it is!
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