The pen represents the knife,or the words people say to me
Tiger stripe symbolises the scars of cuts that I made. The stripe that I made who was feeling lonely, was me. And I try to make more friends by making one (imagining that I have one). My imaginary friends live in my dreams and they we're telling me to cut and die because if I don't, they will be gone and I don't have friends anymore. But I don't want to be alone so I 'draw my pen to my wrist to make a tiger stripes so I can have more friends'(I draw my knife to my wrist to make scars so that I could die or sleep forever so that live with my friends together)
The black ink spilling describes the blood leaking out of my wrist and it describes that that is how my stripes play together because I keep playing with it by squeezing my wrist to make more blood spill out