Maybe I could swim into your thoughts like your drugs do
Paralyze your body sick and tired of waking up to
Burning eyes and cigarettes I'm falling through the couch 
Like a suicide mission tonight
My god here comes the downside..


Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers, still
I will not kiss you
'Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you
Now turn away
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
All my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say 
Good-bye today
I'd ask you to be true 
'Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...