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Welp I’ve disappointed all of you... I don’t know if I should continue with this. I used to write because it brought me joy and satisfaction to just post chapters, no matter how dumb they were (like over half of them were dumb but whatever), but then people actually started knowing my work which was a huge accomplishment for me since I have almost zero talent at most things. You wouldn’t believe how happy I was with my first hundred reads. Well, fast forward to today, I don’t get satisfaction off of writing anymore. Sure, there were times I got really deep into my own work, but then it became a cause of balance between not letting people down and having fun. I can’t believe I have gotten this far with my story. Now as a lot of you have seen, I don’t even enjoy writing. I probably explained this horribly but now I have four options:
1. Keep on going with this, which I wouldn’t find satisfying seeing as my previous chapters didn’t explain the lore at all and everything was pushed to the point were even I said to myself “How did I get here?” This would really just end up in either getting me excited again or getting me to give up.
2. Keep the story but re-write some our chapters. This is the most likely to happen, since you can tell that by the start of my story my writing was horrible. This would take a lot of time, but if I get it to work, I might b able to get excited again
3.Start over and create something new. This would really upset some people. I really am balancing between having fun or doing stuff for others (I mean balancing between writing to not upset others and writing just to be happy)
4. Give up. Enough said
I leave it to your opinions, to see what you guys think, then I’ll make the decision. Thanks for reading through this.