Taki_the_Chimaera
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I have 12 unpublished fics in my Google docs. I'm too nervous to post any of them tho. I'm not as good a writer as I used to be, I think. I know it's in there somewhere, I just can't find it. Writer's block sucks. Writer's block doesn't necessarily mean you have no ideas, or that you can't write, sometimes it's just the words won't come out right, or that you're afraid to write. I'm all of the above, minus the no ideas part. LOL I really really do want to write. My Muses haven't been active in years and now that they are I just can't do it right. ><; I've thought of giving my ideas to other writers, but the thought gives me even more anxiety. Feels like I'm trying to give away my child or something. Stupid - probably, I just can't do it. I have to try to write them but I'm holding myself to my old standards. I have published books, why can't I write anymore? They were good enough for someone to want to print, so why can't I write like that now??? It's so fucking frustrating!!!! GRRR