I have come to realise I'm horrible at starting even a chapter, let alone a long awaited but postponed message to explain my absences to those of you who still continue to follow me. I am well aware of my extreme inactivity over the last couple of years, especially over the last year. I have been viciously battling my inner demons connected to my pre existing mental illness (depression and anxiety) and coming to terms with my new diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder.
During the times of heightened depression, I was able to write easily but refused to look after my health in the process. I realised I no longer could do so, returning to the stability of medication and learning to cope with my new diagnosis. I however, happened to neglect my beloved stories, awesome readers and precious followers. I am extremely sorry for my absence, I hope to be able to show you all more support and attention.
During the last few months, I have been able to focus on producing a new story that is not related to the fan fiction category. My amazing girlfriend has been kind enough to proof read the chapters I have currently written, helping me to produce a story I'm extremely proud of. Once I have finished the story, I will release a chapter of the story weekly I will continue to work on editing currently finished works and writing for the ongoing stories.
The last year has been a struggle mentally, but I am finally ready to return to being a wattpad author. I appreciate all the support I have received from my readers, followers and external friends.
Thank you so much xx