Miss_Fluffyduck

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I'm gonna be on a hiatus soon! I'm so sorry ;v;..... THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME SINCE DAY ONE. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST . THANK YOU FOR READING THE CRAP I MAKE. 

Children of mine(readers), I will not post on Wednesdays a lot... I'm sorry!!! I have quite a tight schedule of homework, quizzes, and tests! I love writing this fanfic, "Will You Understand?"! First of all, cuz, it's basically the cute fantasies I have of my crush and I! (NOt perverted ones! I don't have a mind like that!!! only a mind for yaoi and shipping male k-idols) Hehehe..  AnYwAyS.. I will post the chapters when I have free time! By the way, I do write a bit of the chapters everyday so I do care about chu guys!!! I love ya, and thank you very much for supporting me!

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Then I had to acted, HAPPY to people. And they would smile back. I asked myself, "Are they really happy?" "Are they acting like me?" I had to smile to my family and try to be happy. Do you know how hard it was? And social media. I had to also be like I was enjoying my summer. But, I'm not. I'm not happy nor enjoying my life. My family don't even know I'm being bullied or suffering from depression. They don't know. I hope they don't know, but I don't want to hurt them. I want to move away from my family to somewhere, no one would visit. That leads to betrayal. I want to leave my friends alone because I know somehow, I would hurt them. Their feelings, caring, and trust. I'm laughing with them but when I go home, I feel like dying and crying.how long can I keep this up?

Hi guys. My duckies.. I hope, you guys aren't feeling the depression I'm in. "What depression you say?" or "You are usually joyful." You might say... The time I'm in right now, would probably be, the hardest time I have to live. And it's all because of trust, friendship, acting, and betrayal. Those things combined together and that's the time I'm living right now. Let's start with trust with friendship. Trust was a simple thing that I threw around. To my deepest secrets to the littlest rumors. I trusted this person so much and we created so many good memories together but, I wanted to trust that person more. By giving a little test when supposedly, "she tried to quote something". She forgotten the great memories we made and trust after the fake comebacks I made. Then a couple days ago, my "friend" added her, another so called friend, and some dude to a group chat. She called me so many names and, I could have commit suicide. But in short words, I felt like I was being bullied. She turned those friends into backstabbers. That night, I couldn't stop myself from crying and cutting in that bathroom. I STOPPED cutting since a month ago and now, slicing myself with that old box cutter actually felt good. No, not good but, great. 

Guys, or my duckies... I apologize for the late updates I will make probably sometime this month. Most of you guys are probably at home everyday or something like that. But this year, I'm spending my time doing mountains of summer homework from a program that I have to go everyday, BREAKTHROUGH. I really wish I never entered that program bc I have been looking like Tao, the pass three/four weeks. My eye circles have never been darker than my normal skin color since.... NEVER. I AM SUFFERING FROM ALL THIS STRESS AND THE HW COULD TAKE ME TO 4pm (when I get home from breakthrough) till 3am. (Basically three hours of sleep, each day) Then I would wake up at six am to get ready to go to Breakthrough. I am so tired from this trouble-some program. So, plz understand that I haven't been updating a lot lately bc of this stupid program... Thank u for reading my unfinished books.. I need to sleep so good afternoon or morning or evening or something... Anyways bai bai....

HEY TAMMY! YOU SHOULD READ MY STORY I JUST POSTED TODAY!