Tamster1

i wish i was friends with bts

Tamster1

It’s been 7 years since BTS debuted, I may have only been an ARMY for 2 and a half but I feel as though I’ve known them forever. They fill my dull world with color and excitement. They fill by weary heart with joy. It’s as if they wipe away every tear that falls from my eyes. I am so grateful that they are alive. 
          
          I’ve been having really bad days lately and sometimes I want to give up. My world is turning gray again, my mind is going blank and I feel like there’s nothing left for me. Then I remember them. I can’t say that they make those dark thoughts disappear completely but they definitely lessen the pain. 
          
          I love them with all my heart and I want to stay alive for them, even if they don’t know I exist. I don’t know what the future holds and I can never change the past but for them I will try to stay in the present for however long it lasts. I can’t promise but I can try. For BTS, I will try to stay alive. 
          
          
          Happy 7 year anniversary BTS!
          I really really love you.