Mars

ALREADY GRADUATED IN SHS having a WITH HIGH HONOR, CONDUCT AWARDEE AND SERVICE AWARD FROM MY CHURCH FOR BEING AN ACTIVE MEMBER OF PARISH CHOIR 
          
          im very sorry if i was so dramatic, i didnt know ive already having a depression plus a major insecurities and stress problem ive already found out when i talked to someone and he told me that i fall into depression again, so thats why every night i cried for no reason but now im okay just little tired, having this award its make me happy because my hardwork and sleepless night was paid of

Guys bad news, i cant post another chapter to the panich brothers
          it happens twice to me from the story memories 
          but ill post another book it contains 2 chapters this june

Hi guys i have news i dont know if its good news or bad so lets say both during our practice for js prom my partner for dance was
          
          helping our classmate for every step of the dance so im alone dancing, and its okay but our adviser asked my....crush to partner me for once so it did he partner for a meanwhile...my mood was fall down im slight happy and nervous but mostly sad...when we hold our hand i feel akward well his hand was soft its very rare for boy to have soft hand, after the practice we go home, i keep looking at my hands and i...washed it and go back to my room and cried. Until now i can feel the smoothness of his hand and i want to get rid of it it really suffocating me, i keep washing my hand for multiple times...i should have be happy because it our first time hold each other hands but i dont...i hate it
          
          please someon tell me what feeling do i have from him hes the first person i fell in love with but why it hurts so bad...