TangeloKimManoban

Can I just say..?
          
          JenLisa ship really hits different.
          
          Why I said it? I've watched videos of ships from other GGs and there's just something missing with those ships.
          True that some have that certain chemistry but something's still missing.
          
          It's the eyes actually, the way they look at each other. There's just that certain twinkle that genuinely makes JenLisa ship stand out.
          
          It's not jumping into JenLisa being in a romantic relationship of that sort but there is that certain admiration these two precious gems have for each other, with the way they look at each other.
          
          Inserting ChaeLisa too, their eyes too. There's that glow of admiration too.
          
          Anyway, I am really happy to be one of the thousands who watched Rosé live at Weverse tonight.
          
          

 #nohate_justsaying
          
          Been noticing this trend/news about Baby Monster debut, about a member who will not be debuting.
          Idk if it's just for media attention, creating hype for the supporters and already fans of this new girl group.
          Just to be clear, this is not about the girls who I do believe deserve this much awaited debut BUT about the "media play" again creating hype.
          
          Idk why I am feeling fed up with YG (the label not their artists).
          It's like they're willing to sacrifice their own talent for "publicity=money".
          
          Maybe it's my gut telling me that something is already wrong or perhaps I just haven't seen the two sides of the coin and comments purely based on previous artist of this entertainment group/label.
          
          It's good to give a talent a chance to shine BUT at the end of they day it's all just money.
          
          On a different note though, it surprised me that only it was only Rosé who released a Season's Greeting? Which honestly makes my heart hurt and think that something is not right BUT again, my loves (JenChuLiChaeng), their careers are in their prime, so my fear of them being disbanded may not be true.
          
          Whatever, I'll just wait for their comeback as OT4 while appreciating another KPop GG.

The WHAT IF?
          
          With the recent photos (separate) of my favorite ship circulating and being connected as them being together on vacation made me think again...
          
          Clearly, if I do remember it correctly some claims that L is with her rumored BF's family in Greece, hence the photos of here on a two piece having fun under the sun.
          
          Then J posted photos too but it's in Arizona US, I cannot deny the photos have the same vibes and with people connecting images like the same umbrella???
          Oh well, I guess it's the mind playing tricks again...
          
          So a question popped in my head...
          
          What if... JL are two best buddies covering each other up.
          
          Both has dating rumors but none has been confirmed.
          
          However, it just made me think that these photos were posted to again, make the shippers go over the moon and get excited.. try their best to connect everything, act like CIAs connecting the dots.
          
          But again, what if the dots are wrongly connected and they were to misled people.
          And again, the same saying goes, keep the fire burning... Like everyone's curiosity, especially the die hard shippers.
          Giving them bits and jumping to conclusions again.
          
          I just don't know.
          
          In short, what I'm saying is and going back to my question.. what if J and L ate just covering for each other's dating rumors???

I'm starting to feel annoyed...
          Like every JL interactions were put under a microscope that even the simple gestures that may have been done by either of them is given a fuss about!!!
          Like seriously, even the way J or L tilts her head to one's direction or unconsciously pointed her finger while juvung into their so nga will automatically be connected to them being what??? Romantically involved?
          I don't know, sometimes it seems that people are pushing it too much to the point that things are diverted out of context or misleading already.
          
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          Okay, I AM A JL SHIPPER and I dont't save these fanfic stories for nothing.
          I like them being together but then again I realized that it's all in my head.
          I got into deep into the undeniable chemistry between these two beautiful creatures but still, it's all in my head and I hate to admit that the happiness and cringe worthy feeling they give me made me delusional.
          
          Now, I'm setting up a line between keeping my delusional mind here in Wattpad, a world where JenLisa is real and the reality that these women have their own preferences and life!
          
          I vow myself to be happy for them to whatever they choose and cherish the stories in these platform which made me fall in love with JenLisa.
          
          

Fantasy = these two girls being in love with one another
          
          Reality = these two girls have their own choices and identity. They love who they love.
          
          Them being together will always be just in my imagination.
          
          

Whatever it may be...
          
          JenLisa made me happy and felt that tingling feeling of being in love.
          
          As a fan who believes in their chemistry I guess putting a line between romance and pure friendship is best (though my heart is aching right now)
          No one to balme but me because I shifted into a fantasy that there is a JenLisa, more than being a ship lol
          
          All the truth will be revealed.. in time...
          
          

I have like so many drafts written and all are JenLisa inspired BUT I can't manage to complete even just one!!!
          
          Maybe I should reconsider writing and completing one story and see how it goes.
          
          
          

Oh no...
          I don't know if the TheMissusKim deleted her account. I lost all her story :(
          
          I missed all the JenLisa story I've red before.
          Those good stories all gone.
          
          The Arrangement 
          My Miracle and it's sequel
          Take It or Leave It
          Playing House
          Found You
          Heartless People series
          
          Those are just a few...
          I remember most of the plot but not the title and author.
          
          I sometimes wonder if these are original stories, adaptation or were posted without permission of original author hence taken down.
          
          I'm just so affected by stories getting lost here.
          
          
          

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