I'm sorry that I never sent it to you. I'm sorry that I was late in uploading my chapter. I'm sorry I distressed you and I'm sorry that you felt like you had to leave again. I'm so sorry, Tannen. I wish I could have been better for you in those moments. You needed me and I wasn't there. I just wish I was because maybe you would've not left, maybe you'd be okay, maybe... Maybe I'd still have you. I just want to get that off my chest. I love you. I hope you're well.