@Tanu_Etforamee
"your toast has been burnt and no amount of scraping will remove the black parts" - Caboose
While a funny little quote I find it to have a deeper meaning. sometimes you make a mistake and you can't always fix it,
hell I know I've made some.
Also ironically I don't really like toast :/
Got the feeling I've been bitten
By the frozen razor's edge
And I swear to God I never felt so cold
And they say you'll be forgiven
If you're willing to forget
But I don't believe a thing that I've been told
And I hate my brain
Cause it's making every joy and pain
Feel much realer than the things I felt before
And I hate my heart
Cause it's always getting torn apart
I'm preoccupied with ways to make it whole
So help me make it whole
Whoa, whoa
I gotta make it home
Whoa, whoa
Cause there was only three days left
Two complete
One more night with no more sleep
And I gotta find a way to make it home
I've been living in the winter
And the seasons never change
Tryna find myself beneath the falling snow
I've been branded as a sinner
For behaving like a saint
And it hurts me more than you may ever know
And I hate my mind
Cause it's always working overtime
Even though I try my best to take it slow
And I hate my heart
Cause it's always getting torn apart
I'm preoccupied with ways to make it whole
So help me make it whole
Whoa, whoa
I gotta make it home
Whoa, whoa
Cause there was only three days left
Two complete
One more night with no more sleep
And I gotta find a way to make it home
So help me make it whole
Make it whole
Make it whole
I gotta make it home
Make it home
Make it home
Cause there was only three days left
Two complete
One more night with no more sleep
And I gotta find a way to make it home
I gotta make it home
I gotta make it home
I gotta make it home
I gotta make it home
Song: Home by 8 Graves
I saw you standing there and I knew
I'm done for, it's over, I'm through
Playing games from the start
Sinking your nails in my heart
You bring out the worst in me
You bring out the worst in me
Looking back in my rear view
Nothing, no nothing can change you, no
I decided to play when I knew you were fire
It started off warm but now I hear the choir
Who do you think you are
Leaving your keys in my car
You bring out the worst in me
You bring out the worst in me
You bring out the worst in me
You bring out the worst in me
You bring out the worst in me
You bring out the worst in me
Song: Worst in Me by Unlike Pluto
Conquest to the lover,
And your love to the fire,
Permanence unfolding in the absolute.
Forgiveness is
The ultimate sacrifice.
Eloquence belongs,
To the conqueror.
The pictures of time and space are rearranged,
In this little piece of typical tragedy.
Justified Candy!
Brandy for the nerves,
Eloquence belongs,
To the conqueror.
You and me will all go down in history,
With a sad Statue of Liberty,
And a Generation that didn't agree.
You and me will all go down in history,
With a sad Statue of Liberty,
And a Generation that didn't agree.
I forgot to
I forgot to let you know that...
Justified Candy!
Brandy for the nerves,
Eloquence belongs,
To the conqueror.
Conquest to the lover,
And your love to the fire,
Permanence unfolding in the absolute.
Forgiveness is
The ultimate sacrifice.
Eloquence belongs,
To the conqueror.
You and me will all go down in history,
With a sad Statue of Liberty,
And a Generation that didn't agree.
You and me will all go down in history,
With a sad Statue of Liberty,
And a Generation that didn't agree.
Generation..............
What is in us that turns a deaf ear to the cries of human suffering?!!!
WOAH!!!!!!!
Suffering, suffering now!
You and me will all go down in history,
With a sad Statue of Liberty,
And a Generation that didn't agree.
You and me will all go down in history,
With a sad Statue of Liberty,
And a Generation that didn't agree.
Generation..........
Belonging
Belonging to...
Song: Sad Statue by System Of A Down
I sleep until noon, licking my wounds
Me and the space that I'm staring into
Nothing is new, I stay in my room
'Cause out there's a little too scary
On my phone, still scrolling, but I wish it was dead
I know my friend's still going but I'm staying in bed
Don't wanna spend one moment with the thoughts in my head
Maybe I'm lonely, I may be depressed
I've been bored to death, I'm not having fun
I could not care less, how could anyone?
Oooh, what can you do?
I've been bored to death, been bored to death
I wish I was cool, I'd have things to do
I could ignore anyone that I choose
When I'm in a mood, I blame it on you
'Cause therapy's so overdone
I turn the TV on but there ain't nothing to see
I want this feeling gone but I don't know what I need
Don't wanna spend time working on who I wanna be
Maybe I'm lonely, it's just ADD
I've been bored to death, I'm not having fun
I could not care less, how could anyone?
Oooh, what can you do?
I've been bored to death, been bored to death
I've been bored to death, I'm not having fun
I could not care less, how could anyone?
Oooh, what can you do?
I've been bored to death, been bored to death
I've been bored to death, I'm not having fun
I could not care less, how could anyone?
Oooh, what can you do?
I've been bored to death, been bored to death
Song: Bored to Death by 8 Graves
I can taste the fear
Like it's wrapped around my tongue
It's too much to hear
All the damage that I've done (ohh)
All the noise is killing me
How am I supposed to sleep?
When a voice is screaming in my head
Every day's a tragedy
I don't wanna be this way
I hope it's quiet when I'm dead
I can't Rest In Peace
When I fall to pieces in my sleep
I can touch the pain
Like the sun's inside my hand
There's so much to say
But no one would understand (ohh)
I can barely tell what's real
How am I supposed to feel?
When my heart is shattered in my chest
Every day's a tragedy
Don't wanna be this way
I just wanna finally lay to rest
I can't Rest In Peace
When I fall to pieces in my sleep
Tell me where I'm safer
A bed or in a grave
Or don't bother, I'm a waste of help
I can run away
But try it as I may
I'm not gonna escape myself
I can't Rest In Peace
When I fall to pieces in my sleep
I can't Rest In Peace
Song: RIP by 8 Graves
i’m biting my tongue up into pieces
so you don’t have to see the pressure
building up in my head
you’re begging me somehow to believe that
you could take it if i’d only find a way to let you in
but i’d feel like I’m selfish
don’t know how to help it
and so I wonder if you’d be
better off without me
I’ll kill the time til you see
that i’m nothing more than a lost cause
cus I’ve been
drowning in the violence
bleeding out in silence
cus I’m nothing more than a lost cause
oh I feel like I’m a lost cause
so could you find a way to
try to save me now
kill my doubt
and pull me out when I’m
on my way back down
and I can’t turn around
cus the ceiling in my mind’s always
moving closer to the floor
with no escape or door
until i’m just stuck right here between it
while trying to
keep all the
darkness in me hoping you never see it
cus I can’t reverse it
no sense of a purpose
and so I wonder if you’d be
better off without me
I’ll kill the time til you see
that i’m nothing more than a lost cause
cus I’ve been
drowning in the violence
bleeding out in silence
cus I’m nothing more than a lost cause
oh I feel like I’m a lost cause
so can you give me just a minute now
a little time so I can figure out
a way to keep this ship from sinking with
the both of us still on it
and I know you’re wondering what’s on my mind
I know I said I wouldn’t run this time
I’m sorry for everything I ever left unsaid
you’d be
better off without me
I’ll kill the time til you see
that i’m nothing more than a lost cause
cus I’ve been
drowning in the violence
bleeding out in silence
cus I’m nothing more than a lost cause
oh I feel like I’m a lost cause
i’m biting my tongue up into pieces
so you don’t have to see the pressure
building up in my head
you’re begging me somehow to believe that
I just need to let you in
Song: Lost Cause by Mitchel Dae
psychotic psychosis
my diagnosis is one i’ve imposed on myself
it gets hard to focus, can’t tell where my hope is
when i dance alone with the ghost of this h+ll
but i get by (i get by)
holding matches right up to the gallons of gasoline
that i’ve drenched over my mind ’til it’s all up in flames
and i’m dried up, begging for just one more taste
[pre+chorus]
take the edge off all around
turn my head ’til i have lost what i’ve found (turn my head ’til i have lost what i’ve found)
dull the senses (dull thе senses), easе the pain (ease the pain)
when i’ve used up every chemical in my brain
psychotic psychosis
my diagnosis is one i’ve imposed on myself
it gets hard to focus, can’t tell where my hope is
when i dance alone with the ghost of this h+ll (one, two, three)
(wait)
it gets hard to focus, can’t tell where my hope is
when i dance alone with the ghost of this h+ll
yeah, i get by
pretending i know what it’s like to feel alive
while i suffocate on every inhibition crowding my mind
reaching out for every little hit of dopamine close to me
hoping it might
Song: Psychosis by Mitchel Dae
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
All this for what I said
Didn't mean to make you fuck me over
Until it's over (over, over, over, over)
Thinkin' of the things I said
Didn't know that it would start a fight (over, over)
Why would you respond like this
Knew it would get back to me in time (over, over)
Telltale heart run over
Poetic only when you're sober
It would be a lie to say I didn't see it coming
You're counting all the days like
I knew that you would (5, 4, 3, 2, 1)
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
All this for what I said
Didn't mean to make you fuck me over
Until it's over (over, over, over, over)
When you try to make it right
It's a snakebite with venom inside
You stabbed me in the back with both edges of the knife
No one's going to hear you when you cry
Wish I could look the other way
Wish that I had a half a brain
Wish I was numb to all this pain
You're counting all the days like
I knew that you would (5, 4, 3, 2, 1)
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
All this for what I said
Didn't mean to make you fuck me over
Until it's over (over, over, over, over)
I thought that space might do some good
Never thought the worst of it
Never thought you'd cheat, you would
I know that you tried to hide it
You've spent years just riding a fence
You had the best of both worlds
Pick a side, get on with it
Oh, my love is well spent
Oh, my love is well spent
You're counting all the days like
I knew that you would (5, 4, 3, 2, 1)
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
Oh, fuck me over (over and over)
All this for what I said
Didn't mean to make you fuck me over
Until it's over (over, over, over, over)
Song: FMO by Unlike Pluto
Best friend to enemy
That's what you are to me
Your makeup streaming down in lines
we could never see eye to eye
Used to speak ten times a day
Now I don't give a damn what you say
Everything said without a word
How did this get so fucking absurd?
So you wanna fight?
Let's throw down tonight
You'll see the shining lights
As you hit the floor and your soul takes flight.
Words pass now love is torn
Those same words are now full of scorn
I was once safe in your arms
Now all you do is causing me harm
You were once my queen of the night
who I undressed on an overnight flight
Should'a seen the warning lights
We all know your mind was never quite right
Let's fight this private war
Isn't that what you've been looking for?
So you wanna fight?
Let's throw down tonight
You'll see the shining lights
As you hit the floor and your soul takes flight.
You were the socket and I was the plug
Now our friendship is stuck in the mud
You were the rocket and I was the glove
Now you're a frenemy where is the love
Your Honor, I promise I won't tell a lie
She's been the apple of some other guy
Picking and Plucking until she retires
She want full custody I won't oblige
I tell you your honor this bitch is cuckoo
For love or money the shit she would do
Hips, lips, sting like the flu
I won't deny her sex was woo-hoo
Girl, I got your number
I bet now you're missing my lumber.
The tide be taking you under
And now you're hearing the thunder
So you wanna fight?
Let's throw down tonight
You'll see the shining lights
As you hit the floor and your soul takes flight.
-Best Friend to Enemy by 78Rpm