TapyaA2

I’m currently onw home on a bus, I’ve had a lot done today I’ve just had fun. I was bowling and even played a couple of arcade machines. I fucking loved it. 
          
          I really gotta take a nap, I’m actually a bit exhausted.

Erm so hi guys it’s current around 0:33 I can’t fall asleep again lmao, but I’m chilling. Life is going pretty good. 
          
          I kind of have a girlfriend and she’s honestly; the best thing in the whole world. I love her sosososososo much. I wanna spend my whole life with her, I do also wanna visit her; but honestly it’s too soon for that.  
          
          Alr imma try to sleep you guys have fun 
          

Erm quick update it’s currently 2:30 and still can’t fall asleep, I’ve lowkey had sleep problems for a while. It’s probably way I perform so badly in school cause I’ve missed a bunch of lessons…and it’s all because I always oversleep. 
          
          I should probably some sleeping gummies like melatonin, but I’ve just got so many thoughts to think about. It’s all just a huge mess. I’ll try to listen to some asmr and fall asleep. 
          
          

Erm so idk why I’m even posting this, I thought maybe I should use this section like as a diary Document my life a little. I’ve never actually written a diary in my life so I don’t know what to say or write it lmao. 
          
          Right now my life is in a weird state, it’s my last year of secondary school and I’m stressed out as fuck. My studies haven’t been going well; I’ve just had the right motivation? There’s so much going on in my life rn. Relationships, love and school? Everything’s just so confusing and my brain IS TELLING ME ITS TOO MUCH. 
          
          Honestly I didn’t feel that well the couple of days, let’s just say someone dear in my life has reappeared. She’s in a much more severe situation then I am, so I’m trying my best to be there for her. I just hope she’ll be okay in the end…cause honestly I just love her. 
          
          Anyway I should probably lock in on my studies….