I have forgotten this, along with so many things. Granted I may have trade some experiences of my life for something hopefully better when I recall this time of my life. But it seems like every day when recounting for my actions, I will regret, such a normal response nowadays. 4 years ago i,t was never my intention to drudge through my past like another idiot full of remorse and no action. Yet I'm subject to archaic humanity's programming/life that we all have to face, and it's the beauty that comes out of conflict that solutions that others have brought, that makes me smile about how I can still feel memories. Even when I thought I have traded them all for something cheap and clever.
