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Jo lamha beet gaya woh guzara nahi jata, 
          Jo bhul gaya use humhe bhulana nahi aata

I'm sad and I miss him. And I keep missing him but he'd never know. He'd never know all days I'm crying just to see his face one more time....

Wouldn't judge Qais Bhut, I see my Maashuk just like he saw Laila, in places they will never appear. Hallucination and schizophrenia is half the love..

"You shouldn't sing" I said when he sang
          
          Guess who's crying to hear him one last time?

Life zyada chutiya Hain ya Mera Dil ki sala kamina use bhul hi nahi pata

In my dreams we looked different, you were smiling genuinely with me....

I picked up the mechanical pencil, the same one he was giggling over the first day we met. And my tears wouldn't stop, I was in fact smiling

What a curse isn't it to love someone so dearly and not even be able to see them one last time? And yet every breathe you see them...

My first books were written when I was 14, now at 20 I'm shocked at that girl's level of nerves. 20 year old me could never!

Recommend me some goid fic, fanfic anything.  Has to be highly dramatic, angsty and closed door. I feel devastated in lament, need something get me over a lost vague memory