Taynanigans

So what do I do at this point? I guess it would be wise to delete this account. I didn't touch it for months. I got busy. Life got in the way and now I wonder if I was ever good at this at all. I miss you guys often. I don't miss the drama. The immaturity. But I do miss the people. The people who helped me or were just my friend. I don't know what to do with this. Maybe I'll come back. That would be something wouldn't it. Perhaps everyone has forgotten me. Well that would be something else. Or maybe everyone else has left too, and here I am, the only one who's returned.

Taynanigans

So what do I do at this point? I guess it would be wise to delete this account. I didn't touch it for months. I got busy. Life got in the way and now I wonder if I was ever good at this at all. I miss you guys often. I don't miss the drama. The immaturity. But I do miss the people. The people who helped me or were just my friend. I don't know what to do with this. Maybe I'll come back. That would be something wouldn't it. Perhaps everyone has forgotten me. Well that would be something else. Or maybe everyone else has left too, and here I am, the only one who's returned.

DracoNako

@Taynanigans aww... I don't want you to leave...
          
          But if you feel like you need to... then okay... I can respect that. I'll just miss you a whole lot...
          
          If you ever want to come back, let me know, okay? I'm always open to talking if you need it.

DracoNako

@Taynanigans and that is completely understandable, and I respect that. Take all the time you need. We'll be here <3
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Taynanigans

I know dearie. I may check in from time to time to see how my girlies are doing. I would miss you guys awfully if I left for good. I just need some time. Some creative unblocking, and space to work things out IRL.
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Taynanigans

I have far too many adult problems to deal with the drama on here. I know I haven't been on often, and that's not going to change. Unfortunately, this site is so full of immature human beings, that I no longer enjoy being here. I have so much going on outside of the internet with my life that having to deal with petty little kids and knowing that no matter what I do, people on here will always be like that, is just too much for me. I have an adult life to live, one that is keeping me from writing. I have been unable to come up with anything creative in a very long time, and what I have come up with has been met with a collective silence and disregard that makes me wonder if the love and support I've gotten on past accomplishments wasn't some fluke, or worse, leeched from one or two supporters who bore bigger names here in the wattpad community. I doubt that anyone will even read this. I don't know why I feel the need to explain myself, my decision to leave, to the absolute silence that is wattpad lately. But here I am. Maybe I feel like I have to explain to the possible future readers who come across this page and wonder about what has become of me. I miss having a group of people here who I could talk to and have some sort of friendship with. I feel as if everything Wattpad once meant to me no longer exists, in the absence of friendly faces and readers. It has become one big ball of drama and ridiculous childishness that I have absolutely no interest in. Wattpad was a place to read and express my creativity when it suited me, and instead it is a place of plagiarism and back talking twelve-year olds who think they're above the law. That is not a community I want to be involved in.

ColoradoKid420

@Taynanigans Yeah, makes sense. :) I'm hopelessly addicted to Wattpad despite the silly drama, so I dunno if I'd be able to do that. But I understand the need to work out stuff in the real world. :D I will miss your writing until you come back! <3
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Taynanigans

@Parogar As for you, I thought you blocked me ages ago. Lol I didn't know you had a heart ;)
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Taynanigans

@LuminousAbyss Darlin don't feel bad! I know my friends will be here if I decide to come back. It's just been a really difficult time lately outside of Wattpad, and the idea of being here with the amount of drama that we have is less than desirable.
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Taynanigans

Did anybody from back in the chat days talk to firebird when he came back after a couple month hiatus? I am seriously worried. He literally posted a status that said "Everyone, I'm dying" Then deleted his account. I don't know how long the account was up after he posted that, as it was posted seven hours ago and I just now saw it. I don't know if he means literally or like his account is dying. Anybody??

Taynanigans

@Chemical_Insanity I just want to know what happened ya know? I'm seriously worried about him
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DracoNako

I saw that... his was account was gone a couple minutes after. I saw it a bit too late... sorry :/
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DracoNako

[status] Want me to mail you some soup? 
          
          Also, your background is almost shit-worthy. I HATE Weeping Angels haha

Taynanigans

God yes. I don't even like soup, but fuck if it helps. I would 100% suck that chiz down right now. Lol I thought it made the angels look cute :) My actual desktop background use to be a slideshow that changed between an angel staring away, then turning slowly to face the camera, then eventually right up in the camera. After the first time I shut down my tabs and screeched, I changed my background. :3
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