There is the song Can you feel my heart?
By Bring Me The Horizon
I think this part describes Bucky pretty well:
I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
it is pretty much at the end of the song
so you might have to fast forward
because the rest of the song doesn’t fit at all