@TazBeretta
So, I should be getting a new phone today (yes, my phone is completely destroyed in the sense that I can even receive calls never mind have apps on it or go onto the internet ) so hopefully ill be able to start posting a lot more than usual. I might just be hopeful but hey.... ALSO I GOT A NEW PUPPY. Its still a little hard for me to look at him but I am getting there
Go and check this out! The Saccharine Taste of Crimson chapter 1 :) dont forget to comment!
I just published "Chapter 1" of my story "The Saccharine Taste of Crimson (FRERARD)". https://www.wattpad.com/1017562776?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=TazBeretta&wp_originator=ix0E3xNH9Lv7%2Ffq6%2FzvNC%2B3wzix7BfdX34ZNHyZ5X9Ms%2F%2BC43DfZv6Zu2EREb%2F4cGT5JLA1Xw%2BA10a418FHSrSKUwV3bKfBnMeOQGFAp6AOJQ6zeUdVOVnOHcw3OB%2BAb
After weeks of my little doggie being in pain, the pain left him yesterday when he passed on. I'm so distraught. Had a breakdown at work. My boss spoke to me and... well, he understands and is going to pay for therapy sessions once a month for me and a psychiatrist so that we can change my medication and see which mood stabilizer work best with me. Im grateful he understands how hard this is for me and how much harder work will be for me now since I'm falling down a spiral of things that i really was working hard on recovering from. I'm glad this time around I will receive professional help and overcome this dark, stormy time
@sinisteroceans it is hard but I am accepting it... very slowly. I know he is in a better place out of harms reach and out of pain and thats all I want for him right now
@DharraStar I hope it doesnt get to be this bad again but I doubt its the last... everything feels so empty ... but yeah, it would be great to have someone to talk to :) thank you ♡
@TazBeretta I'm so sorry for your loss. I know it must be hard, but hang in there. Just know your lovely doggie is in a good place.
hi. ur cool. bye
Okay so wattpad is now telling me that when I swear its offensive? fine, f*** you COVID for getting up in my grill and taking away my ability to receive mental health care from the government hospitals in my country, Im taking it into my own hands now and am going to get better! I'm finding a way to help myself by downloading DBT Worksheets on google and I have found a psychiatrist that can finally write up a script for me to get my medication so that I can keep myself intact at work because I cant just light up a spliff and spoke it whenever i need to calm the f*** down
Thanks for the follow friend! :D <3
Hey Beautiful Souls, I'm getting my new glasses today! yay, finally wont be as blind as a bat (I'm legally blind) which means new fics coming soon written in the spare time i have at work. I am working on a frerard Vampire au at the moment called The Saccharine Taste of Crimson and boooiiiii am I excited! Anyway,just thought i should let you know before my boss walks in to see me on
The King and His Peasant One-shot as well as Psycho has been published... again due to wattpad not allowing it the first time
I just published "Kind and His Peasant" of my story "I'll Stop Breathing Too (Frerard One-Shots)". https://my.w.tt/XocLj9GOZbb
https://my.w.tt/k6wnuiCOZbb Psycho
Guys please s a v e m e
@TazBeretta unfortunately I cant :( working at a job where a lawyer is your boss kinda puts you in a place where you cant be anywhere else but your emails and on the phone :'( Im sObBiNg