Tea_mAma

Hey, sorry it’s been quiet a while, and I’ve been really busy(sadly unable to write) but I’m taking a while break from most social platforms for mental health ‘n shit. I will probably still be On but I’ll be not posting or anything so yeah. Sorry again.

Sorry I’ve not posted a story in a while, I have testing soon and I have to pass a few classes for credits. I really want to post stuff but I really can’t, I have been down for a bit. Writing was a freeing thing and still is. I just need to find a calming time to do so that doesn’t make me feel like it’s a task. I feel like writing is more of a chore and not really a fun thing right now. So when I’m a bit better mentally I’ll be back.

Tw: mention of food/eating(not ed but eating), anxiety/ mental health, sickness(just the feeling) 
          
          Ok, so I’ve forgotten about the story, I’ve been too caught up in trying to get good grades for this years finals. I have to make good grades to get into classes I want but anyway, I have recently just been trying to chill. I guess that doesn’t work in my favor since my heart beats too fast from time to time and I wake up with a sick feeling in my gut in the morning. Anyway, I think I might consider liquids for the first half of my day unless it’s something small. That’s been working for the past 2 days so I might do that for a while until I can get a diagnosis for mental health or go back to therapy :)
          How have you guys been doing?(feel free to rant or vent but put tw if need be)

I went up to my friends today(who don’t know I’m queer) and went “I wanna know how to get cash and bitches” none of them know how, any advice?

Ok, kinda vent post, not triggering just ranting.
          So I posted some video(for friends) and it was like “the few kisses didn’t ruin our friendship but (number) grade did”
          And my friend saw it at lunch and was trying to guess who I kissed. This guy who likes me found out about the guessing game and is trying to find out who I kissed. They know the first and last letter of the first name and the first two letters of the last name. They’ve guess about every guy but not the girl I kissed. They thought it was my ex(who I never kissed or anything), and thought it was my exs friend.

Ok, I’m still not back into writing, but I got asked out today- I said no. Saddest shit I’ve ever seen. Some kids got upset I said no(not even the person I said no to was upset). Anyway how’s your morning/ day/evening/night?

I keep getting notifications for assignments that are due soon, like dude, I can’t do them until people post stuff-

So, I said 1-2 days, might be longer now, I’m I’ll and quite frankly Cannot personally be bothered to write a paragraph or two for this story, plus I have to proof read it :(

Ok, so the one-shot will prob be up within the next 24-48 hours! Might be a bit before or after since I have to write a bit more but it’s over 2,000 words :)

Hello, I’m not sure why but some brain cell I have doesn’t function. But, I finished my application to a school I want to go to this fall. Hoping I have a chance to get in :)