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Poor Matthew Lush.. God, I hope everything works out for him and he becomes happier and continues to move forward with his head high and with no regrets. Just happiness. Because that's all he deserves at this point. He deserves to be happy, just like you. But this darkened world is so full of hate and discrimination and hurt.. it should be filled with love and abundance and joy.. Everyone deserves to be happy. All of you deserve to feel and be loved. Because I'm now just hitting another low point in my life. Big deal, just shrug it off, right? Because you're not me, you might see it from a different perspective. But I'm telling you, PLEASE help out anyone you know who is going through crap in their lives. Make them feel the love they haven't been feeling. Because feeling so torn down and pressed up against a wall because of everything life throws at you isn't OKAY. For some people, it's a hit and disappear. For everyone else, it's a hit and a fucking breakdown. That's how it seems to be for me right now. But I love you, I love Matthew Lush and even Nick (his ex), I love those who don't even know I'm alive. I love everyone.
Please be strong.
I'm really trying to be.