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COLEE

So today I wanted to discuss theories for The Tower of Nero and...
          Character deaths. 
          I know there are so many people freaking out over this and I am too. Nico is my favorite character and Solangelo is amazing.
          
          I noticed people, when speculating death, point at Will...
          But I don't think that's true.
          Opinion: I think Nico's dying.
          Here's why.
          Look at Nico di Angelo's long past. His struggles and breakdowns. I know what this was like because I portrayed it in Hypnos' Mist. But why Will's death doesn't work is simple. You see...
          H I S  S U F F E R I N G  C A N N O T  K E E P  U P
          Let's play a friendly game of Would you Rather.
          Would you Rather...
          Nico di Angelo watch Will die and continue crying and suffering in the same dark cycle he just got out of.
          Or die knowing he saved the one person that made him happy even for a little while.
          
          Hey but that's just a theory...
          A BOOK THEORY!
          -Cole 

So everyone, I apologize for not updating my PJO/ATLA story. I've been busy. I promise to be more diligent soon! I just need a bit more time to find the direction of the story you guys deserve!
          
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thanks for the follow. It means alot :)
                                                           -Korra

Sooooo...I fucked up again. This time I hurt a friend so badly. I can't share the details, that's how bad. Also because they want it to stay between me and them. They blocked me and never want to speak again.
          I wanted to explain...now I'm just so terrible I want to scream...
          Sorry to bother you guys again with this. I wish all my status updates weren't such depressing things...

Thanks for the support. I don't wanna hurt myself. I can't hate myself, but I just need time now. I don't want to be called a murderer and anything. I just want to enjoy myself here. Love you guys bundles.
          
                 -Signing off for now 

I don't deserve to be forgiven.
          Look, I wanted to care to both parties. I hated all the fighting and the fact they kept telling people to go away and yelling gave me the right to have an opinion
          
          It's no excuse for what's happened. I've done such a terrible, awful, and wretched sin today. My opinion has led someone dead, and it's all my fault apparently.
          
          The people that don't have low self-esteem usually have times where they hate themselves. I do right now. In fact, I'd love to be hit by a bus knowing it would never hit me as hard as this message did. 
          
          Since I vowed never to do suicide, I never promised not injuring myself. I let everyone down. I'll pay with my blood.
          
              -Prepare for me to be inactive

Hey so...
          
          Life is really tough sometimes. It takes a really big person to admit they're wrong, or give up despite being entitled to their opinion. To let go of this...pride they have to prove themselves worthy. I'm here to tell you, that people really care about you. A lot. All of you. And if you miss that, blinded by your own troubles and affairs, someone will miss you when you're gone. 
          
          Depression and gaining controversy past fortune and fame are opposites. Fortune and fame begins amazing, and you become blinded by your own high opinion your given that you change standards and eventually fall. Depression you begin in a dark place and fall quickly, but if you don't wait out, give life any chance, suicide could ruin not just you, but everyone else too. 
          
          Sometimes, it's hard to accept life as itself. I get it. But we all get targeted sometimes. It's so easy to be mad, but sometimes, you could find your strength to be chill.
          
                    -Cole