Team_Percy

So basically I’m in love with my best friend. I told her and she essentially said she wasn’t relationship ready, which basically is her telling me she’s not interested. I still want to wait for her if there’s hope, but I honestly doubt there is. I’m currently just curled up on the floor in the corner of my room listening to sad music and feeling hella depressed. I can’t cry, and I can’t find the motivation to do anything else. Not that this is new, but it feels so much worse because now I know someone who can stop me from feeling like this and she doesn’t feel the same way. I want to die. Medicine isn’t working. Therapy isn’t working. My best friend who’s the only one I can talk to about stuff like this, is basically the one I want to talk about. And I’m about to post this on Wattpad because I don’t know what else to do. Someone make me happy. Please stop making me feel like this. There are plenty of things that should make me happy, so why do I always feel so sad? Why can’t I cry and let it out? Why am I still alive? Shitttt I know how this is really depressing and I’m gonna regret saying this embarrassing stuff in the future but I have no other way to talk about this even if no one actually reads this whole long ass thing. Thanks for reading if you got this far. Sorry for dumping this on people who don’t have any connection to me but you’re amazing

Zhongliiscute

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tralalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

@Team_Percy  I'm really really really really sorry.. I, also, kinda have a thing for one of my close friends, but I'm pretty sure she's straight and I'm scared of being rejected, so for the past 3 years I haven't said anything. And I really really get what it's like to like someone bad and not have them like you back. But  you, at least, had the courage to tell her, and that's what really matters, because you won't be going through life wondering 'what if?' Yes, it may not have worked out, but you gave yourself the opportunity to move on, and find someone else, and not be stuck on this one person your whole life. And I don't actually know you -- like at all, I'ma follow you after I send this but I honestly just went to your page because your name us 'team Percy' and I LOVE PERCY SO FRICKIN MUCH OMIGOD (and Leo, and Nico. NICOOOOO) -- but I'm still proud of you. I applaud the courage it must have taken to tell her. And recently, I've been leaning more towards finally telling my crush that I like her, and this message from you really helped. Because it doesn't really matter whether or not she feels the same, in the long run -- I know it must feel like that now, but the most important thing here is YOU, and now that you've told her, and gotten it off your chest, hopefully you'll be able to move on with no regrets. Wishing you the best. <3
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Cheescakemaster

@Team_Percy Oh god, I'm sorry, I do not know how that feels, I really don't know much about your life, but remember stay determined! People out there care about you. This was a year ago so you probably wont notice . But we are there
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Team_Percy

So basically I’m in love with my best friend. I told her and she essentially said she wasn’t relationship ready, which basically is her telling me she’s not interested. I still want to wait for her if there’s hope, but I honestly doubt there is. I’m currently just curled up on the floor in the corner of my room listening to sad music and feeling hella depressed. I can’t cry, and I can’t find the motivation to do anything else. Not that this is new, but it feels so much worse because now I know someone who can stop me from feeling like this and she doesn’t feel the same way. I want to die. Medicine isn’t working. Therapy isn’t working. My best friend who’s the only one I can talk to about stuff like this, is basically the one I want to talk about. And I’m about to post this on Wattpad because I don’t know what else to do. Someone make me happy. Please stop making me feel like this. There are plenty of things that should make me happy, so why do I always feel so sad? Why can’t I cry and let it out? Why am I still alive? Shitttt I know how this is really depressing and I’m gonna regret saying this embarrassing stuff in the future but I have no other way to talk about this even if no one actually reads this whole long ass thing. Thanks for reading if you got this far. Sorry for dumping this on people who don’t have any connection to me but you’re amazing

Zhongliiscute

@Team_Percy get a pet
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tralalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

@Team_Percy  I'm really really really really sorry.. I, also, kinda have a thing for one of my close friends, but I'm pretty sure she's straight and I'm scared of being rejected, so for the past 3 years I haven't said anything. And I really really get what it's like to like someone bad and not have them like you back. But  you, at least, had the courage to tell her, and that's what really matters, because you won't be going through life wondering 'what if?' Yes, it may not have worked out, but you gave yourself the opportunity to move on, and find someone else, and not be stuck on this one person your whole life. And I don't actually know you -- like at all, I'ma follow you after I send this but I honestly just went to your page because your name us 'team Percy' and I LOVE PERCY SO FRICKIN MUCH OMIGOD (and Leo, and Nico. NICOOOOO) -- but I'm still proud of you. I applaud the courage it must have taken to tell her. And recently, I've been leaning more towards finally telling my crush that I like her, and this message from you really helped. Because it doesn't really matter whether or not she feels the same, in the long run -- I know it must feel like that now, but the most important thing here is YOU, and now that you've told her, and gotten it off your chest, hopefully you'll be able to move on with no regrets. Wishing you the best. <3
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Cheescakemaster

@Team_Percy Oh god, I'm sorry, I do not know how that feels, I really don't know much about your life, but remember stay determined! People out there care about you. This was a year ago so you probably wont notice . But we are there
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