Tears_and_Vodka

Guys I think I'm back in my theatre kid era :cries:
          	
          	Also I might change my name from Aleksey to Mikhail. You can still call me Alasky/Alaska, tho! 

SpleenKing

@Tears_and_Vodka 
          	  OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR HAS A NEW NAME AND BEEN ENSLAVED BY THE THEATRE CHILDREN 
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Tears_and_Vodka

(TW for ED mentioning??)
          
          
          Okay, so um...
          
          First of all, thank you for all the nice words and support <3
          
          I didn't break my streak, and I didn't attempt. I might have picked up on my old ED habits, tho. 
          
          Anyways I'm back now :)

Tears_and_Vodka

@ SpleenKing  I'd wait 17282829929292 years for you my fuzzy buzzy most beloved teacup >////<
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SpleenKing

@Tears_and_Vodka 
            okie dokiee just give me 39174947years and I'll have the playlist done (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)
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Tears_and_Vodka

@ SpleenKing  YAYYY >////< If you need inspo for songs look up "Ruin SAMS" on Spotify cause he is my comfort character now .w.
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Tears_and_Vodka

(TW for s€lf h@rm)
          
          
           Okay guys so um mental health is getting really bad lately and I've been very close to breaking my 181 days self harm free streak. I'm not sure if I will post or update my stories a lot :/ Lots of stress because of school and parents might get divorced and one of my irl friends is in the hospital so yeah haha not sure if I can make it any longer. Also my BPD is getting worse due to stress and lack of sleep so I'm really not 100% sure if I can go any longer without another attempt or breaking my streak so yeaaaah

Eendless_Lovee

@Tears_and_Vodka please don't- You've done so well and we're proud of you, please keep that streak going bro- It'll be ok and please don't worry abt updating, we're proud of you alright? I really hope your friend gets well soon, you'll make it through!! Don't attempt or break your streak, maybe try scribbling on a paper with a red pen if you can't get the sensation to stop, I'm not qualified in anything regarding this but you're loved king and everything will get better. we love you <3
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kagayaku_kasset

@Tears_and_Vodka That's okay, rest well my dear, I'll follow you till the end ♡♡
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lisa_vo_ploti

oh god... i feel sorry for you... and it also hurts me that i can't help in any way because i don't understand it... the most i can say is hold on, i hope everything will be okay with you..)
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Tears_and_Vodka

AHHHHHH I HAVE A NEW OBSESSION AND IT IS MY ENTIRE PERSONALITY NOW!!! >w<
          
          I WILL NOW BASE MY ENTIRE BIO OF OF IT HHEIEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH
          
          
          *squeals of joy and excitement*

Tears_and_Vodka

@ SpleenKing  REALLY?!??! AHHH I STILL WATCH THEM IT'S SO SILLY >.<
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SpleenKing

@Tears_and_Vodka OMG I USE TO WATCH THOSE LITTLE GOOBERS IN 2023 ヽ(°〇°)ノ
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Tears_and_Vodka

@ SpleenKing  Thank you for your attention :)
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Tears_and_Vodka

Petition that europeans should be renamed to "euros"
          
          Why? Because it's silly and "EUROPEANS" is such a long ass aggressive word so let's just say "I'm euro :3" instead of "I'm EUROPEAN >:)"
          
          Expect when asserting dominance. Then we should always call ourselves europeans. 

lisa_vo_ploti

really, why can't we say "euro" instead of "European"
            and in general why do my friends (from Russia) call me European and Estonian?! I don’t understand…
            Well, as usual! I've changed the subject again! Damn...
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Tears_and_Vodka

@ Eendless_Lovee  WE LOVE YOU TOO <3
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Eendless_Lovee

@Tears_and_Vodka EURO SOUNDS SO CUTEE OMLL <33 I LOVE MY EURO FRIENDS BAHAHA
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lisa_vo_ploti

mmm, sorry.. can I translate one of your stories? I just really liked it) I will definitely mark you as the author ^^

Tears_and_Vodka

@ lisa_vo_ploti  Sure, do you mean my CanRus story? Also thank you for the follow!! >.<
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Tears_and_Vodka

RAAAAAHGAHAHSGSGAHH
          
          HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY MY GIRLY POP QUEENS
          
          AND REMEMBER, LADIES: YOU CAN'T RUN IN HEELS BUT YOU CAN THROW THEM AT MEN :)
          
          *magically disappears*

Eendless_Lovee

@Tears_and_Vodka YESS LADIES WE DON'T START ARGUMENTS BUT WE CAN FINISH THEM FRR <333
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Tears_and_Vodka

Ppl need to stop thinking I'm autistic. At this point, it's not even a funny hehe haha joke anymore it's just getting offensive >:'/
          
          I had a talk with my therapist about me being (maybe)  autistic and she said that I show strong symptoms but not enough to be autistic. So, NO, I am not autistic, I'm just a tad bit weird. 
          
          A lot of kids in my class think I'm autistic and even my best friends MUM thought I was. EVEN MY BOSS AT MY INTERNSHIP ASKED ME IF I WAS AUTISTIC DURING MY SECOND WEEK >:,\
          
          The number of times I was asked if I had ADHD/was autistic is CRAZY bro 

Tears_and_Vodka

@ SpleenKing But a lot of people think that I am because BPD and ASD and ADHD overlap in a lot of things (like hyperactivity and "special interests")
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Tears_and_Vodka

@ SpleenKing  No, I am not one of the autistic brethern 
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SpleenKing

@Tears_and_Vodka 
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                       *Stares at you in being diagnosed as autistic*
                                           "You are not one of the autistic brethren."
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