Tears_and_Vodka

If I hear Gedichtsanalyse one more time the next thing u will be analysieren ist mein disappearance.

Tears_and_Vodka

Lately I've been feeling like a piece of wood that is being eaten by insects. 
          
          I feel like my insides are rotting I'm so dirty and disgusting I need to throw up. 
          
          I'm in a constant state of nausea and guilt and arousal wtf someone kill me

Tears_and_Vodka

@ SpleenKing  
            Thanks, I know that I can always talk to you about my problems but I don't want to be too much of a burden. Also if you ever have any problems just hit me up and I'll be up all night talking to you if you need me too <3
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SpleenKing

@Tears_and_Vodka 
            please talk to me whenever you feel sad, tell me each and every problem so it holds less weight on your shoulders
            i care about you so much more than you will ever know, words alone are a betrayal as i cannot express how much i truly care through text
            forever, i will be here for you, you have my pinky finger as a promise <3
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Tears_and_Vodka

My parents are fighting again. 
          
          They've been fighting a lot lately, because of how my mother raises my youngest brother. 
          
          My dad threatened her with divorce before (like in summer??) because he doesn't want me and my siblings to experience the same childhood as him and I'm kinda scared that they'll divorce for real soon if nothing changes.

UkrainetheUkrainian

@Tears_and_Vodka 
            I’m the oldest of 5
            My mom is ok, but she doesn’t intervene if anything happens between kids and father. My dad switches on a dime, the smallest things set him off…
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Tears_and_Vodka

@ UkrainetheUkrainian  
            Mhm, especially my Mum just switches between being funny and caring and just letting her anger out on me and brother. My dad's pretty chill. I don't talk much with him. I understand why my oldest sister doesn't talk with us anymore
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UkrainetheUkrainian

@Tears_and_Vodka 
            My parents are like that too…
            Towards each other and towards me and my siblings
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Tears_and_Vodka

this message may be offensive 
Soooo basically in Germany all boys born in 2008 have to serve in the army for a certain amount of time or at least get checked if their well enough to do so (maybe. It's not fully decided yet and for girls it's a choice if they want to).
          
          I was born in 2009, they haven't decided anything for us yet but it's very likely that we're also gonna have to do this. 
          
          Fuck this bullshit, I'm not giving my life so politicians can have more bloodmoney in their pockets and more territory on their maps. 
          
          "Oh, but it's just incase Germany got attacked by enemies!"
          
          I DON'T CARE, I'M NOT DYING FOR POLITICIANS THAT DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT US.

Tears_and_Vodka

@ Tears_and_Vodka  And just so you know, the age for this would be 17,5 years. 
            
            In Russia (my homecountry), all boys have to serve in the army for like a year after they graduate school. If they fail their end exams, they have to serve a year earlier. 
            
            These people aren't even adults yet, yet they have to risk getting their life get shot out of their heads on the battlefield for money hungry politicians and it's disgusting.
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