OMG.
OKAY. SO I HAD THIS DREAM.
So, You know how I like this guy, right? Well, he's in my Sea Scouts (Like, boy scouts, just with boys AND girls, and you learn about boating and knots and stuff). He's the boatswain, and I'm the boatswain's mate. Basically, the prez and vice-prez (respectively).
ANYWAY.
So This dream. We're talking about like, what we have to do for sea scouts, and we're discussing what needs done for the next meeting, and we end up getting really close. Like, we're next to each other, and I'm on his left. His thigh is flush against mine, and my right hand ooches toward his, and his covers mine. He squeezes my hand, and then I press the back of my hand into his palm, intertwining our fingers a little, and we continue talking about the next meeting, squeezing each other's hand back and forth. We're basically as close as we can get without leaning our heads on each other. ALSO THIS WHOLE TIME MY DAD IS RIGHT ACROSS THE ROOM AND I DON'T NOTICE 'TIL THE END, LIKE WTF?!
SO YEAH apparently I'm having dreams about him now?! Like, I've never had a romantic dream about someone?!? Like, What?!
But I'm confused. I've liked the guy from sea scouts for about 1.5 years, 1/2 off and 1/2 on. But there's this other dude I've also been interested in off and on (1/3 on, 2/3 off) for 2 years. The dude I've liked from sea scouts has started to show me affection, but I don't know if it's my imagination. That wasn't super recent, it's been happening for about a month? but then the last time I saw the 2 year guy, he maybe tried to hint that he liked me??? So I don't know what to do! Or who likes me!
...also it doesn't help that I'm turning 16 in a couple months, but I can't date until I'm 18. It also doesn't help that the 2 year dude is a senior in high school and is going off to college soon, and the sea scout dude graduated high school last year and might go off to the navy soon.
What should I do?!?!?!