Where's my story book ending?

I am back from the dead! hI have been busy with my other profile @Fanfiction_Lifestyle that is  why I have been so inactive. So very sorry. 

New song obsession is Fireworks by SoundsLikeHaemomy (Tyler Hagen)

Next month I get my first tattoo! The anticipation is killing me!

I saw my ex girlfriends sister today. And if looks could kill lets just say I wouldn't be writing this.

Life is beginning to suck once again. Welcome back problems. 

The question is; do I put myself out there and risk loosing her again or do I stay hidden away in the abyss never knowing if I could win her back? 

I let go of the girl who means the most to my broken soul. I don't know if I will ever forgive myself. I don't think I could ever let go. I love her yet she sipped through my finger tips.