Teenagerfictioner

also, i hope you all are staying safe during this pandemic! i know times are a little tough right now, but i am always here when you need me :)

Teenagerfictioner

hey everyone. i haven’t been on this account in forever because truth be told, i dont particularly write fan fiction anymore. i’ve started to write teen fiction stories on my teen fiction account. you guys can go follow it, but honestly, i’m not very active here anymore. i’m still writing everyday, but with my own characters and stories. you can follow @ErinRenee14 and read my stories over there. love you all and thank you for everything. from the bottom of my heart

Teenagerfictioner

back when i wrote the letters, i was a naive, fourteen year old freshman in high school with big dreams. i had never experienced any of the disorders i wrote about. i would research as much as could about each one, hoping to accurately write about each one.
          then one day, i did experience one. i developed anxiety. and it was scary. 
          i experienced the first of many panic attacks. i struggled to accept myself. i worried over the littlest things that shouldn’t have bothered me. 
          i had irrational fears that made no sense. 
          i wouldn’t be satisfied until i knew without a doubt that everything was ok. even then, i was still worried. 
          i bite my nails to the nub. i literally have no nails. 
          but i wouldn’t change any of this for anything. it makes me who i am. and i’m lucky to have friends that care for me when i need them the most. 
          you aren’t alone. sometimes the happiest people struggle the most. check on them daily! 
          love you guys so much!