TeknoClan

Ok, quick status update. Yes, I'm still alive just working on too many things lol. But Summer is nearby so I'm hoping that'll at least give me some time to get smth out. But again I do have a lot of things planned, writing(like getting my writing stuff planned and sorted), programming, animation, and school.

TeknoClan

Ok, quick status update. Yes, I'm still alive just working on too many things lol. But Summer is nearby so I'm hoping that'll at least give me some time to get smth out. But again I do have a lot of things planned, writing(like getting my writing stuff planned and sorted), programming, animation, and school.

Hufflepuffbadger1

Hey will you continue the fate pjo book soon?

Hufflepuffbadger1

Okay it’s a really good book and I can’t really find as many reaction books of pjo in ancient times. Is it okay if I request Achilles and Patroclus (is that how u spell his name?) in the book as well if it’s not to much of a trouble 
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TeknoClan

@Hufflepuffbadger1 Hey, thanks for the comment. I'm trying to, but everything that happened at the beginning of the year threw me out of wack. I'm currently trying to focus on my personal life and mental health. I'm slowly getting back into writing, though. And I'll have more time for it during the summer in around 2 months.
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TeknoClan

So, bit of an update on my life. I've been doing a bit better since last time. But my friendship with my now ex-best friend is still up in the air since he still has me blocked. He did say if I managed to better myself there's a chance we could be friends again but who knows. I've been trying to slowly heal myself, improve, and learn from my mistakes. But it's harder than it sounds, since I keep thinking about him. I need to stop jumping to conclusions and remember that nothing is set in stone; the future can always change. Who knows? Hopefully, we will become friends again; if not, I hope the future will be a good one. And I hope he succeeds in whatever he does.

TeknoClan

This sucks so much. Why is everything bad happening to me in such a short amount of time. 2023 was chaotic enough I didn't need a repeat. Except this time it's even worse since it's all my fault. I'm struggling with severe depression, my IRL friends for 2+ years left me and I have no one to blame but myself. I want to get out of this depressive spiral but I don't know how to. No matter what I try it just feels boring and reminds me how alone I truly am now. I had forgotten what being all alone in life felt like. I never wanted to experience it again after what happened in 2020. Yet here I am, back in this black hole called the harsh realities of life. It hurts even more considering how many secrets me and my friends shared with each other. We knew each other better than our own families, we swore to have each other's backs no matter what. Yet the opposite happened, we fell apart. But despite everything I'm still desperately hoping we can become friends again. Maybe I'm too optimistic and maybe I have my priorities wrong but that's why I feel right now. Btw if anyone wants to help me they're welcome to. I'm looking to talk to anyone or play games with someone.