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So in my GT class, there's this kid named Javi who's sexist and thinks furry and therian are the same thing. Every time I do something or say something that doesn't make sense to him, he calls me weird for it and blames it on the fact that I'm a furry and keeps having the misconception that I want to be an animal. He doesn't care, he doesn't give two shits about what I have to say, and that's that to him. I've just been bottling it up recently, but now I just feel like letting it out, 'cause every day, I leave that class wanting to cry, and go home feeling miserable and my mom can tell, but I don't say a thing 'cause so long as I sit there and take it and don't look like I feel like shattering or that I'm taking it to heart, it doesn't matter. I've just hated sitting there and taking it, and that he refuses to learn and sticks to the same things he knows. Even the local homophobe in our class who told me "kys" before is more respectful. I tell Javi not to be so vocal about it, but he doesn't care. Why? Just because I'm a furry and that's all he'll ever see me as. Just because I'm a woman, a "lower class" in his eyes. I hate it. Today was the day I finally broke, and just-
I waited until the next period where I could find a familiar and safe face to just cry to.
I'm doing better than my last times. I'm not hyperventilating, I can still breathe, and I'm not crying as much, but there's still tears. I fucking hate my GT class.