FarahGYT

Surprise surprise, I updated :)

AUGHGAAHHAHHHHHHHHHHHH-
          
          My twitter account got suspended for WHATEVER FUCKING REASON, I have to tutor/teach my siblings how to fucking read without going angry Baldi mode on them or some shit because they DON'T PAY ATTENTION, I just found out Bave/JOEhuh02 won't be online for sometime due to the drawing he made in the past plus there's a possibility of him LEAVING the D&B community, I THINK I'M FALLING OUT-OF-LOVE FOR D&B and I'm DESPERATELY trying not to because its a HUGE comfort for me and other than some fnf stuff its practically one of the things that's KEEPING ME SANE THIS PANDEMIC, I'm suffering from writer's block and I'm very, VERY impatiently waiting for that donation thing from these "people with disabilities charity" things for MORE THAN HALF A YEAR NOW. 
          
          Why am I being impatient and not just be glad I can get some money from charities due to my disability? Well, my dad is JOBLESS, and my mom is PRACTICALLY KILLING HERSELF JUST TO GET A ROOF OVER OUR HEAD. 
          
          She's our only source of income and I need that fuckin' money to help my family. I don't want to just sit around and do some basic house chores while knowing that my mom ain't fine despite the asian-style shit she put me through. I'm still a minor so I can't get money online (the whole amazon gift card things excluded, idk how those work).
          
          I'm sorry, I'm, eheh, "kinda" stressed. I'm not fine and I don't know how long these games and media can keep me sane.
          
          I'm not doing fine, I don't think so. My mental health is practically deteriorating (if that's the right word ig-) due to this pandemic shit.
          
          I don't know how optimists can be, well, optimistic. How the can y'all be optimistic when everything's practically going to hell? Teach me your magic lol. /hj /nm
          
          Again sorry for no actual updates.
          
          Sorry.
          
          I needed to get my mind off things.

Creo que encontré tu canal por accidente xd

Very awesome