I am a girl who suffers and fights depression und suicidal thoughts, that is mostly caused from bullies at my school and my father. here i can write about it so i can deal with it. writing has always helped me to get over things because i get emotional and emotionally upset very quickly and easily. it is now already one year and i am still not clean (cutting) and i hope that i'll be one day so that i can enjoy life again, without wanting to die. i am only 17, bisexual and a fangirl what shouldnt make it hard to find friends in the internet. in real life it is a lot harder.