Tenshi Hoshino

What just happened? Like what is going on?

Hey there, everyone. It's been a while. This isn't an announcement. Perhaps this is just me venting.
          
          Something has been bothering me for quite some time now. That's regarding my fic. 
          
          I can't help but... feel that I somehow messed up again. I don't know if it's my insecurities speaking or what, but I feel a bit down regarding my story. 
          
          I feel that it was lacking somewhere. Don't know where. The idea with which I'd started writing this fic and the ideas that I currently have are like sky and the sea. 
          
          Perhaps the idea that I have right now doesn't fit with how the story was written from the start. It's... disorienting. And I can't help but feel a bit demotivated. Perhaps this is what I get for being lazy. It's eating me on the inside, really.
          
          With so many things going on in my mind, I can't help but be confused on what to do. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if the stuff I write is even good enough. Sometimes I wonder if I should rewrite the whole thing... It's... really weird. 
          
          I... I'm sorry for wasting your time by making you read this. It's just... I'm confused. Writing is something I love, and I don't wanna stop it. But my lazy bum ass got me here and there's no one to blame but myself. 
          
          What should I do? I'm lost here...

Sorry for the delay everyone. I know it's been almost 20 days since I last published a chapter, but recently I've been very busy with some stuff from the college (I passed, fam), and I haven't really gotten some time to write the chapter, but I still managed to write whenever I got free time. 
          
          But one thing is for sure, this has to be the longest chapter I've written. I still have a few scenes left to write and I've already passed the 10k mark. But don't think that just because the chapter is long you'll get more context. I've been studying the writing style of some fellow authors and all for the past few days as well. 
          
          I've also been having some ideas for the plot of future events of this fic, discussing with my fellow authors and taking references from other works. 
          
          And so, I want to give some updates regarding my works.
          
          Shin Honkai Impact — Next chapter will be released tomorrow around the same time I'm posting this message at.
          
          Houkai Gakuen: Tenjō No Yoru — WIP, Still in the process of manifesting the plot (wdym I'm not using the cutscene interpreter?)
          
          Honkai: Multiverse Mayhem — *looks at the dust covered fic lying in the corner with spiderwebs on it* .... Anyways—
          
          I guess that's about it. Hope you guys understand. Thanks for reading my fic up to this point. Hope you'll continue reading it. I'll also try to update frequently to the best of my abilities. Thank you very much for your time. 
          
          P.S. Please comment if you can in the chapters if you can. It'll motivate me 

Given we've reached 30k reads on SHI3RD's remake, I would like to thank everyone who's been reading this story since day one and has put up with my inconsistent uploads. Thank you very much, all of you. Lots of love from the author. 
          
          Also, I think some Q n A is doable? If you wish to ask me anything related to the fic, feel free to put your questions in this conversation. No spoilers tho :3
          
          I'll put the answers to the questions in the next chapter. If I get any, that is ༼⁠ ⁠つ⁠ ⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠ ⁠༽⁠つ
          
          P. S. I'm trying to be more frequent for you guys so the next chapter is already WIP 

The hell is going on with Wattpad? Deleting user-to-user conversation? How does that work? What is the reason BRUH

Gotta say, playing PGR is one of the best decisions that I made this year (even though I had to push my phone to its limits). Both the game and the community are good and welcoming. It's been 2 weeks (probably) since I started playing. Having fun with Lucia: Crimson Weave (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠). Gotta polish 'em skills up. 
          
          Also, the progress for the next chapter has been a little slow (wdym it's been for 10 days) because of me being busy with other stuff like college and results (at least I passed the second term). But I'll try to finish as soon as possible. So just wait patiently, ok? It'll come out soon. 
          
          P.S. Tenjō No Yoru has been on hold for a long time. I don't want to keep you guys waiting for nothing, so don't expect a new chapter from the GGZ fic anytime soon. I'm going through some idea swings frequently for the protags of that fic. Mainly Shirou and another OC. So once that's sorted out, I'll drop the next chapter. 
          
          Thank you for reading up to this part. If you like my fic, please continue reading them. 
          
          P.S. Your comments motivate me, so please don't hesitate to comment. 
          
          Shirou: Isn't your way of begging for comments a bit... casual?
          
          Tenshi: You go back into the next chapter! *yeets him back in the draft*
          
          *Ahem* That's all, amigos. Have a nice day.

Been playing Ronin: The Last Samurai for three days. Good game. Nice controls. Feels very much like Sekiro but on mobile. The boss fights are nice as well. 
          
          BUT I CAN'T GET PAST CHAPTER 3!! FUCK YOU ONI OF THE FALLEN NIGHTMARE!!
          
          FUCK YOU RAVEN CLAN NINJA!!
          
          AND FUCK YOU OTAE THE POSSESSED!! YOU FUCKING SIMP!!

Went to Twitter on 14 Feb and didn't see a single Yuri art in my feed. Either I'm too lucky or the peeps didn't make anything. 
          
          Can't believe that Twitter wasn't a scary place for once.

Welp, I think I forgot the announcements feature existed in this app. Gotta keep this in mind.
          
          Anyways, from now on, I will be alternating between my two books Shin Honkai Impact: Crossing Stars and Houkai Gakuen: Tenjō No Yoru (Celestial Night). I made a GGZ fic before, I know. But I messed up with the Shirou vs Mei fight when I introduced Incursio in it out of nowhere. So I deleted it. 
          
          Talking with my good friend, @Kuuga13Henshin I came to the decision that I'm going to restart my work on the Houkai Gakuen fic. And Nex, you've been a big help in introducing me to the GGZ lore. 
          
          So as I said before, I will be alternating. And since I published a chapter of Crossing Stars today, the next book to be updated will be Tenjō No Yoru. So expect a new chapter in that book soon. We will be starting the GGZ journey very soon but in my style.
          
          And also stay tuned to Crossing Stars, since we will not be following the manga in the next arc. That's all I needed to say. Thank you for reading my stories up to this point. —Tenshi Hoshino.
          
          

Fellow writers, I have opened a discord server so that we can chat freely called Honkai Impact Fanfic Authors' Lounge. If you are interested, then here's the link guys!
          
          https://discord.com/invite/cg6xgxHy