i wanted to give you a proper reply, so uhm.
small warning of self-harm.
honestly, your words are comforting and make me feel secure and im going to cry?? you're so sweet :(( ❤️
i was afraid i was going to do something reckless aside from having mental breakdowns and doing self-harm ( i did it a week ago and i regret it so much and im trying to avoid it ), but i think i might need a hug to get me back to my senses. i dont know if you would've given me one either way but i love you very much ❤️
there didn't appear any hearts, unfortunately, aside from "<3 <3 <3 <3 <3" but i still appreciate it nonetheless, and i appreciate its existence as much as i appreciate yours ( note; it's a lot of appreciation ).
the most recent reply from my board from me explains a bit of why i was reaching a breaking point.
stay safe, i love you ❤️