TeriaLera

OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG 1K FOLLOWERS OMG 
          	I AM SO GRATEFUL. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. OMFG, I DIDNT THINK I WOULD REACH THIS FAR. I'M SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED I'M TRYING A BETTER WAY TO PROGRESS THE STORY.

TeriaLera

Dear everyone on of my beautiful followers,
          Lord Jesus. It's been 9 months since I've been on here. No I haven't gotten pregnant. I was just so overwhelmed. I didn't know what I was doing. Shit, I still don't but I do know I am officially back. Yes, most of you want to punch me but I couldn't go anywhere. I am still figuring myself out. No one understands how many apologies I wan to give and explain my absence. I will hopefully write again, but for now I want to mend the relationships Ive left to go away. I don't even know the friends I made are still here. Thank you I love you all.

TeriaLera

Do you ever just want to pummel yourself to death. I LOVE my mommy son, but I just want to push her into a black hole and not death with her, but I can't live without her. UGH, she doesn't trust me anymore and it's fucking ridiculous. But trust takes a long time to build but I've stopped lying and its been 3 years, she's not even TRYING to trust me. I'm just by myself here...well not really I got you guys. Like eventhough I don't yall personally but your comments are great. I think y'all are REALLY going to like the next chapter. I'm really gonna try and make it more than 4 pages :3