Ally

I'm probably depressed or something. And it's really hard to describe what I'm feeling at the moment into words. I've become so critical. Not only of others but also myself. I really shouldn't critise myself. I hate myself though, so it is not hard to critise. And its not just my looks that I hate, but also my personality. Almost as if I were a completely different person, on looking a train wreck that has sadly become my own life. I hate myself in so many ways thats it would take to much time to write. So I made a list.
          Things I hate about myself:
          - I contradict myself
          - I'm lazy, even though I do much sport
          - I'm cliche. I might read one thing and suddenly I'll find myself copying it. Or I'll even have a quote that everyone uses and sucks.
          - I'm not smart - I can barely pronoun words or spell
          - I don't have friends; I just sit with people
          - I can't stand to get emotional in front of others
          - I say and do the stupidest things
          - I'm weak. Seriously, stand up for yourself you pathetic piece of shit.
          - I never finish things properly
          - I just suck
          - No one really cares about me unless they feel guilty. I wish I had people who actually cared

hey thanks for following :)

@eloiel Aww How sweet! It should be found though.

hey gurrrrl 
          your blog ith not found'th
          LIKE srs I would follow your tumblr but noo.

Thanks for following :)

Hey Ellie, thanks so much for following!! :)

Hi Ellie, just thought I'd pop over and say thanks for following. I've no idea what I've done to deserve that but it's always grand to meet someone new. Hope you enjoy anything of mine you happen to read, comment / critique is always welcomed. Cheers, Gav

Hi Ellie, I simply wanted to drop by and sincerely thank you for following me! Your support means a great deal to me! =D

Hey, thanks a lot for followin hun ;) x

Thanks for following! :D you're awesome ;) cute background wallpaper by the way :)