Terra

Are you gonna answer?

Hey, do you think Leif isn't gonna be my friend anymore? And answer me honestly please. Cause I'm kinda getting tired of crying over it and then keeping me in the dark and not telling it to me to my face. 
          
          I really want to just be friends with them but he makes it so hard and it makes me feel as though I'm annoying them.  I get he doesn't like talking everyday but I said I would be there for them and yet still I'm pushed to the back. I just want them to talk things out with me and yet here I am crying because they wouldn't even answer one single text. I can't even talk to them in discord because they still have me blocked.
          
          So answer me, should I just give up already? It hurts having to keep hoping they'll answer one text but they won't even unblock me and talk things out. I just want to know if I should give up or not because some of my friends said I should but I knew Leif for two years now so it would hurt to know we're not friends anymore. So as her friend, can you tell me if I should give up or not?

@Ravelenlove oh right well idk

Hey, I don't know if you remember me but I'm the girl Leif currently hates because of a big huge fight over something that's actually pretty recurring but now I don't think I care anymore and you're fun to talk to. Anyways back to what I was saying, I would like to talk to you about Leif. You said she does this often and that in a few days she would unblock me. Quite frankly I don't know if I would want to talk to her unless she apologizes. Cause I don't know if I can handle another one of her blocking me because I told her how I felt in the friendship again. So since I can't talk to her and I don't need any of my friends cursing her out, may you please tell her that if, and yes I said if because I don't think she would, if she unblocks me that she would have to apologize and not act like I'm gonna be forgiving her because she gave me space. The reason I'm telling you this is because I don't like ending almost two years of friendships over petty things, but I don't think I can live with the fact that me and her are on bad terms.  So if she unblocks me then she would have to talk first, but if it takes her two weeks to do that then I will personally end the friendship because I don't wait that long to fix things with friends because it hurts my mental health as well. But please relay that message to her, it was nice meeting you and I hope to talk to you again. And if I don't be friends with Leif then it's not gonna affect me being friends with you.