Hello lovelies ♥️
I thought I'd come on here to get deep about something, as you know I've taken a huge step back on my writing and that's because life is in the way right now.
As for life problems, financial stability is an issue for me right now, stress has become a new best friend for me. Also my insomnia has been knocking on the door lately so I'm mostly sleeping during the day and up all night.
Depression has been a big part of my life since I was 15 and substance abuse (such as alcohol) since I was 21. I've definitely fallen back into those bad habits and I'm struggling.
I guess my point is that everyone has a dark hole and I'm currently in mine. I do think about you guys and beat myself up over not updating my stories because I know you enjoy them so much.
I don't talk about my mental health, I find a way to talk about my trauma though my fanfics. I just want you to know it's okay to have a down day, week or even month. I'm a walking billboard of it.
I love every single one of you guys who follow me and read my fics. If you are going through what I am going through currently, reach out to a friend or even family. You matter :)
I know this post is late but I had to get it off my chest. Goodnight, love you