*N1CK3L*

why the fuck do I still exist? Like being so real other than my family who actually actually cares for me??? Only thing keeping me sane is my family.

I KEEP ON MESSING UP EVERY SINGLE THING TI EVER WXIST AS IF MY BRAIN ISNT IN CONTROL OF MYSLEF WHY AM I DOING THIS. IM A CHESS PLAYER I ALSO THINK OF ALMOST EVERY SINGLE PUTCOME OF MY ACTIONS BUT IM NPT THINKING RATIONALLY AND ITS RUINING FRIENDSHIPS ANS I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHY AGAIN 

Nah bc why does getting tested for things cost so much I am a child!!(like adhd,asd,add things along that line)

Pinkie pie in her book about the rock party is so real 

More ii18 sruffff
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Balloons poem at the end made me completely silent. I’m not sure how much of an impact it has for everyone else but that re-shattered me because that go to a very personal level.
          
          Knife actually looks as goofy as his plushie Icl 
          
          
          ALSO BEGS SOMEONE ON YOUTHBE START A SINGING MEP FOR THE FINAL SONG!! I would but I’m not the most consistent poster ever… BUT IM TRYIBG!
          
          
          And I can’t believe I’m saying it but l:
          Suitcase is okay
          ARE YOU HAPPY NOW/j
          
          But nah she’s little les then mid now.
          
          
          I’m glad it’s clear that Lightbulb sang the song in II12 because that was confusing to me. Also JazzyOlivers singing is amazing!!
          

II 18 spoilers obvs
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          SYITCASE JUST HAD TO WIN DIDNT SHE LIKE BIT H BACK OFF FOR ONE GOSH DARN MINUTE.
          
          Box went from everyone’s least favourite to great character lmaoo.Couldn’t take them(?)
          seriously with the voice bc I was like “TACOOO??? WHATCHU DOING HERE??”
          Box ily:shiny emoji: 
          
          PayJay is so cannon like BLUSH??I cried especially loud when they ‘confirmed’ ships(PayJay,Lightbrush,Fantube,Ballooncase??/Suitloon??,BICKEL:two pink love heart emoji:,Tacomic etc.)
          
          Bomb cheese was unexpected but works so well. Us Soapmic shippers have lost unfortunately but it’s not bad. 
          SoapxTissues was a shock but it’s Older sister and Younger sibling for me.
          
          I NEEDED MORE NICKEL AND BASEBALL AND BOMB LIKE ADAM PLZZZ YOU VOICE THEM LIKE PLEASEEE. 
          They did my boy cheesy justice tho :kissy face emoji:
          
          I’ll add more later 

The time is almost 5
          Are you ready for it to go live?
          We’re all ready and waiting 
          For the end of II
          (WHERE IS ITT also 5PM btw)

Also plz recommend some Style(KylexStan)
          Stories for me to read

JacknJellyfy where is our 2.5 million sub special I need more 96(not doing the sus number) content

Anyone who can go see the England II I  so fucking envious. FOUR HOURS AND ITS SOLD OUT??? MY OLDER SISTER SCHEDULE WAS FREE THAT WEEKEND AS WELL