Th3chainzofdespair2

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Th3chainzofdespair2

Top 15 YouTube/Spotify Artists
          
          1.) DaddyPhatSnaps
          2.) FabvL
          3.) Divide Music
          4.) LittleVMills
          5.) FalKKonE
          6.) Vincent Moretto
          7.) KyeAintDead
          8.) Iniquity Rhymes
          9.) Rustage
          10.) HalaCG
          11.) MangoDxwns
          12.) Shiki-TMNS
          13.) Oni Inc.
          14.) Caleb Hyles
          15.) Jonathan Young

Th3chainzofdespair2

My Top 15 Favorite Bands
          
          1.) Nickelback (All The Right Reasons)
          2.) Marilyn Manson (Lest We Forget: The Best Of)
          3.) Rob Zombie (The Hellbilly Deluxe)
          4.) KoRn (Greatest Hits Volume 1)
          5.) Nine Inch Nails (Broken Album)
          6.) Theory Of A Deadman (Gasoline)
          7.) Three Days Grace (One X)
          8.) Slipknot (Volume 3 The Subliminal Verses)
          9.) Eminem (Curtain Call The Hits)
          10.) Kanye West (808's & Heartbreak)
          11.) Skillet (Unleashed Beyond)
          12.) Linkin Park (Minutes To Midnight)
          13.) 3 Doors Down (Greatest Hits)
          14.) Metallica (Ride The Lightning)
          15.) Billy Talent (III)
          

Th3chainzofdespair2

Is it bad that I'm getting to the point of depression and sexual frustration that I'm probably gonna start just giving up my dignity to at least feel something. This spot where my heart should be, I want to feel wanted by someone at least. Sadly Cupid seems to hate me since I haven't been in a serious relationship in forever. My mom looked on the verge of tears, my dad said to have more respect for myself. I told them, I just gave up, i lost motivation to write, shower, eat, hell even playing video games seems like the biggest chore for me. I've stopped taking my medication.