I wish I could turn back the clock. To when we met. And I actually bothered to listen to your problems and ask you if you were okay.
I wish I was a better person to you.
I wish I could just tell you that I love you.
But we're so far away now.
It's a lost cause.
I'm sorry, I'm so very sorry Jay.
I'm sorry for everything.
And I know you'll never see this.
I never got to say goodbye.
I never wanted to.
I love you Jay.