☆ Niamh ☆

my god am i old. when i joined this site i was in year 7 and now i'm about to go into year 11. jesus fucking christ

so i return to this site once every few months just to have a check up on things and i keep getting people replying to comments i made 3 years ago. and honestly i have no clie what i'm going on about. like, girl who the fuck are you talking about. what does this mean. girl you are speaking in tongues

haven't been on wattpad for months but i read all the fics on tumblr and AO3 for this one person/band so i've had to return. logging onto this website felt so weird haha

welp: in the past few months a lot has happened: i got diagnosed with hypermobility,went to a few more shows, had a bit of a physical health decline, had to put down my pet,got two new rabbits, went back to ireland for a bit, started listening to goth music, had an identity crisis that ended in a spontanious haircut and throwing out most of my clothes, and i've started painting again in spite of my depression getting worse. i might start using wattpad more, but last time i said that i just dissappeared again. jif you want to follow me on tumblr (where i actually post) then my @ is Niamhthefae
          
          bye :)

pythagoras can actually fuck off

so i haven't been on here since april... this isn't really an official comeback i just might pop in every once in a while. GCSEs are killing me rn haha.

Anyone else’s fight or flight response get activated whenever they hear an alarm clock in a movie because im watching buffy and i actually just felt the same panic i do every morning. Why the heck does her alarm sound eerily similar to mine?

considering asking if i can spend some time in ireland soon. i miss it over there. like i just wanna go to the beach and have taytos and go into cork city (even though its an hours drive from where my dad is) and theres this proper nice fish and chips place next to this beach. and theres some proper good shops too, like a good shop for wool and an art shop and dervish (we love dervish) might have to rewatch young offenders to make myself feel better now

Guys i just saw two scene/emo people outside and, well it turns out that the part of me that really wanted to be a scenemo kid isnt quite dead yet

I just had a history test and i ran out of time and honestly you have never felt stress until you have had to frantically write an entire paragraph about the Berlin wall in FIFTY SECONDS