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Ok, your last update here was in 2019. Are you ok?

yayyy,,,i actually didnt kill myself

aaaaAaaaaaa omg I'm literally my mom when she was a college student expect I'm gay. I listen to Green Day and I'm gonna get my hair cut real short and my mom says she'll let me get a piercing at the top of my ear for my 13th birthday, I know a shit ton of 80s songs, both weird shy but outgoing ppl and this isn't fair, I've tried so hard to be the opposite of my mom but here I am. The only difference is I can't sing or dance and I'm suicidal

OMG I JUST SAW FFH AND IM SCREECHING

aaahahhahha I'm going to see ffh tomorrow and I'ma die like ooofffff

aaaaAaaaaaa I feel hollow inside and I'm making jokes about depression and suicide and I'm glad my irl friends are either oblivious af or don't give a shit if I die

And I still want to cuss everyone out bc I don't have a proper way to deal with my emotions and it appears that I've been repressing emotions too long bc I cant really hold back the urge to hurt someone or something

I finally know why I'm slytherin and my brothers ravenclaw. He's an obnoxious know it all and I'm sharp and cruel and I can make you cry if I know enough about you. Exhibit A: I was at a museum and I was pissed off and my brother was pointing every thing out and my mom asked what something was and I just guessed something and my brother was like, hurt that I would *even guess that* and launched into a whole rant about the differences. Which shows he's a ravenclaw. 
          Exhibit B: (my brother does gymnastics and he wanted to go to the Olympics a couple years ago) so I was pissed as usual and me and my brother were fighting and I said you're not talented enough to even get close to getting into the Olympics and I know that doesn't sound that bad, but keep in mind, he was 6 years old and he would excitedly rant about the Olympics for almost an hour on end so this apparently really bad so he started crying. I didn't feel bad at all and I still don't. I don't think all slytherins are like this but I like getting into fights with family and ppl online. And I'm pissed off right now so I want to seem cool but I know I'm just a stupid kid so here I am I guess

Why tf are my fingernails so long and I just now noticed

I just binge watched all of season 11 of RuPaul's drag race and I have no regrets