Minchi

I love not doing anything here

(NEXT 4, Final part go to the beginning text :'3 its so long... it didn't look that long in OneNote I swear....)
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          Part 2, True blame
          "You did this, you know what you are!" Sirinth shouted, Itoe backed away a foot in the crowd "…I couldn't…" Sirinth grabbed Itoe's wrist "We can still be together, you don't have to do this… Tell them the truth or I will." Sirinth whispered, eyes of anger, his grip on Itoe's wrist was tight "…I can't. You know I can't, you knew it couldn't be us forever." Itoe whispered. "Enough, Sirinth's trial will be held tomorrow. Noon." Tiero ordered, "Sirinth will be chained for the night." Itoe looked at Tiero, Tiero nodded. "…Traitor." Sirinth said underneath their breath as he was taken away by the Alor. As the sun arose a trial was in action, all knew how it'd end but none spoke of how it had begun.  'Have you heard?' 'I knew he was trouble' 'It all makes sense now.' everyone was around the court conversing with others. The bell had rung, people went to their places, the High gods got in place with the followers below and Overlords above, lastly Tiero in front.  Itoe's head hung low, Sirinth entered the room as everyone sat either avoiding looking or looking with hate.

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          True blame 'It's not fair… I'm supposed to be in his place. I've earned this, he was only born how he is.' Itoe looked himself, his reflection looking back. My face reminds me of him, I don't want to be here, I don't want to be anywhere…my hands clutch the wings on my head 'Why'd I have to be like this' hiding my heading inside my knees, I just want to fade away. The blood on my hands, the things I've done that I can't undo, haunting me… dreams… nightmares, the blood of the people we've killed, their screams. The wings I wear, not even my own. That word, 'traitor' repeating somewhere deep in my mind, I hate it. "…I'll change it…" I mumble to myself, the bathroom floor is cold. 'I'll make it so I'll be the hero…it's not like he's even trying' I want to stand up but I feel limbless, the bathroom door opens, the light of the breaking the darkness "Hey, orientation is only in a couple minutes" Its Sirinth "…you okay?" he says staring at me, with those eyes… "Yea. I'm fine"

(NEXT 2) Part 2, Rotten love 
          
          "Sirinth, god damnit! Can you please just be serious for one second?! Not everything is a show." Itoe looked at them, their eyes looked at their hands, shaky but they quickly shoved them into their pockets "Itoe, please get ahold of yourself. I can fix this, we can fix this..." Sirinth said as he started rummaging around "just find somewhere to hide it." Itoe looked at the body, "What if one of... them find out? Is this really worth it? Oh god.... what if we get banished?! O-or what if... what if..." he quickly started to hyperventilate, Sirinth looked over at Itoe then put a hand on his shoulder "Stop it... no one is going to find out, we just- hide the body, and wash off the blood..." Sirinth said in a hushed voice as they forced a smile "everything is going to be fine." Itoe looked up at him as he said this, hope sparked his eyes "...I hate you. Let's just get this over with before anyone see's us." Itoe said as he avoided Sirinth's gaze. "You grab one leg and I'll grab the other." Itoe whispered as he started calming down, he took a sharp breath then took ahold of a leg "...you're sure he is dead, right?" Sirinth glanced at him and smiled "Yep. They won't get in our way anymore". Itoe looked down at the floor trying not to look at the body or Sirinth, both of which disgusted him... the things they would make him do, the limits he would go just to get a placement as a High power, it's like a food chain. Sirinth and Itoe tied it onto a spear then pushed the body down into the water as it sunk to the bottom of Alkimtrin, Itoe looked at Sirinth "Tell no one." Sirinth looked back at him "Tell no one."
          'I didn't want this.'

(NEXT 1) It's never real… nothing ever lasts. Angles start to grow their wings at a certain age… why haven't I grown mine, I'm supposed to be the one at the top, not them… why do I look like this, only he knows and only he can know what I truly am. A monster… he made me into this, it's his fault.
          
          'They're getting to good. We can't let them pass us, the pace we are going is to slow…'
          '…What should we do about it?'
          'You already know what needs to be done' 
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(THIS IS THE START) I've written a lot more since June 17 hope u few people who read here enjoy this:
           We grew up together, Mother and Father… I always had thought they loved us, but when we kept growing and the time come and they chose status over their own blood. I remember his words, I know my brother does too, 'I'll see you there'. They wouldn't live forever, everyone knew that, everyone wanted to be a the top. There was a prophecy 'Two shall be chosen, the traitor shall save the stars and stain Lyumian. The hero shall fall or fly, trap the stars back down and repeat the cycle of life.' most tried to figure it out, I've always thought it was quite simple even if I didn't know it all 
          "A hero and a villain or known as 'traitor' will fight and the hero will either succeed and save everyone for what is supposed to happed or fail." I don't really get the last part, or what'd happen if the hero would fail… or why there is a hero, what is going to happen that is so bad the gods can't save us? Will something happen to them? It scares me, but I'll do anything just so I can become the ruler, I'll climb the ranks, I'll beat them all 
          "You'll do anything?" Sirinth asked, they were both sitting in the fields the grass was tall the sun was slowly fading as in went down, lightly shining on the tips of the grass "…Anything." Itoe smiled, his eyes bright as the stars "No one deservers it more than us and we are meant to be there, in that throne… It's what they want." his smile faded, he looked at Sirinth "we'd both do anything, us against the world… Right..?" His voice was shaky, Sirinth smiles it was sad yet there was hope, then he replied "Yea, anything."

Friends Corrupt character story (u guys can figure out what character its for, Notice: sensitive topics/suicide/abuse): Mom and dad always were so loud, I'd always play outside. I actually made some friends, we would mess around exploring the town. Then I saw them, they'd always just sit on the swings watching us. Of course I thought they were weird, so did my friends but we started to hang out. It was nice, even though I lost my other friends I think I liked them more then the others, they weren't the best friends anyways. One day things got bad, I didn't want to be in the house but I couldn't leave. So I hid. Couple years pasted, we were still friends and mom and dad were apart, I didn't like to think about it much, as long as I wasn't around either of them I'd be fine. Sometimes I'd stand in the water of the bay I never swam for I didn't know how to and I would think 'What would happen if I went deeper, would anyone notice that I'm gone?'. Summer break started and I was forced to be around my parents more and though I also got to be out with them more. We found a nice meadow, there was so many pretty flowers I couldn't stay because it was getting dark. My friend said we could come back here tomorrow, it gave me comfort. Everyday slowly I'd want to go home less and less. The water was cold, I hadn't gone home that night, my moms boyfriend was there. I sat down in the water, there wasn't many boats I could see on in the distance. It was so cold.

Some writing (no context):  (Itoe he/they, Sirinth they/any) "Sirinth, god damnit! Can you please just be serious for one second?! Not everything is a show." Itoe looked at them, their eyes looked at their hands, shaky but they quickly shoved them into their pockets "Itoe, please get ahold of yourself. I can fix this, we can fix this..." Sirinth said as he started rummaging around "just find somewhere to hide it." Itoe looked at the body, "What if one of... them find out? Is this really worth it? Oh god.... what if we get banished?! O-or what if... what if..." he quickly started to hyperventilate, Sirinth looked over at Itoe then put a hand on his shoulder "Stop it... no one is going to find out, we just- hide the body, and wash off the blood..." Sirinth said in a hushed voice as they forced a smile "everything is going to be fine." Itoe looked up at him as he said this, hope sparked his eyes "...I hate you. Let's just get this over with before anyone see's us." Itoe said as he avoided Sirinth's gaze. "You grab one leg and I'll grab the other." Itoe whispered as he started calming down, he took a sharp breath then took ahold of a leg "...your sure he is dead, right?" Sirinth glanced at him and smiled "Yep. They wont get in our way anymore". Itoe looked down at the floor trying not to look at the body or Sirinth, both of which disgusted him... the things they would make him do, the limits he would go just to get a placement as a High power, its like a food chain. Sirinth and Itoe tied it onto a spear then pushed the body down into the water as it sunk to the bottom of Alkimtrin, Itoe looked at Sirinth "Tell no one." Sirinth looked back at him "Tell no one."

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Guys, what if I actually used this and posted my already written series The Last Wish ;>;? woah. That's an idea I probably wont do for a couple years lol