@ThatAGurlBlue i logged back onto wattpad after two years to see this… i used to love your stories when i used this app, and i want you to know that you’re incredibly talented. i know things are hard for you right now but deleting your account is the worst thing you can do at this point. i’m really sorry the people you loved have chosen to do what they’ve done too, that’s horrible.
what i would reccommend doing, at this point in your life (as i’ve gone through a similar thing), is start at the bottom and work your way up. talk to some new people, make new friends, talk to those people about what you’re going through. i know it’ll be hard, but you’ve really made something of yourself. you’ve created some incredible stories on this site, and if you make some new friends you should show them these stories. this is your purpose. i’ve found my purpose, and you have too. don’t dismiss that.
i’m not all that great at giving people articulate advice, but i did the best i could. i hope my little essay helps in some way.