Looks like you've fallen in the pit of fangirling... I'm sorry but I'm certain that you shall never leave. 
But don't fret we have hot guys and cookies. ^-^
(Much better than being normal if you ask me.)

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For every single anime I have watched, be a few episodes or the entire series, you can guarantee I've made my own character, a backstory and a story line for them.
Please don't say I'm the only one T-T

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