Ralph

November is Diabetes Awareness month. It is actually really hard. I'm not even a diabetic yet(pre-diabetic), but even I struggle with just trying to find out if I've had too much or too little. Mine will probably never go away. It will most likely stay with me forever. And that sucks. But for the others out living like me, or even worse, this is my message. Stay strong. It may be hard, but it always gets better. And to the people who like to make fun of the diabetics. SCREW YOU! IT IS NOT FUNNY! IT SUCKS! I HATE IT! It gets in the way of living my life. But oh well. It's just something I have to live with. And eventually I will. But for right now, we all need to spread awareness. For everyone out there like me and others worse or luckier then me too.

My stupid f*cking mind. It will not stop tonight. My stupid f*cking mind. It wont stop. It gets the best of me. I'm going crazy.

Just think. When you are a young child, you have a whole bunch of friends, but when you grow older, they all leave as soon as you decide who you really are. All but one or maybe two. Those people are your, til death do you part, friends. Love and cherish them.

So lately, I've been looking through the recommended stories and writing down the titles and authors of the ones I found interesting. I ran out of stories. It came back to stories I've already seen.  Now i'm sad. :(

I've seen some comments about how people already knew Shane Dawson was bi or like "I didn't know he liked girls too.". No you really didn't. He really didn't know. And to the people who are being assholes about it. FUCK OFF! Nobody asked for your opinion. Ever heard of 'If you don't have something nice to say, then don't say anything?' Yeah. You should listen to that. Shane is a lot of people's heroes. Including one of mine. It was hard for him to make that video, so show some respect. And if you want to be an ass about. Don't. Just keep your opinion to yourself. It's 2015 for crying out loud. Get over yourself. Nobody wants to listen to your bullshit. Got it? Good. I am personally happy and so proud of him. You should be too.

I seriously have waayyy too many stories in my library but i'm too lazy to delete them. And I really don't want to read all of them. Gr...

Bands don't save people. They are merely a step in the process of saving yourself.

Please listen to this song! It means so much! And heck, share it everywhere. Maybe somebody who really needs it will see it and won't do something they will regret. So just at least listen to it!
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__Dw3YC6WzY

Writing a Chris Motionless and Ashley Purdy fanfic. So if you could check that out too, that would be awesome!!
          ~Ralph =^-^=

Don't be embarrassed by who you are. They're going to judge you no matter what you do.