ThatFuckedUpChild

Is there anyone who ever had a panic/anxiety attack in front of their mother while she’s literally threatening you with death for the hundred’th time this year?

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ThatFuckedUpChild

Awww thank you, but I think you deserve them more. So if you could let me just-
            
            
            
            
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jjunnie__

Hello! I don't know if you'll ever read this or not but, just know that I'm always here for you. Pls, don't commit suicide. I will feel very sad even tho we never met nor talked. You suffer from the same thing I do. And, don't forget people love you, it's just your mind who's tricking your brain to hate yourself. But once you age up a little more, you'll understand ok? So, just know that if you ever need someone to open up to, I'll always be here❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

ThatFuckedUpChild

Do you mean that..?
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JustSuicidalKiddo

I feel like. You were perfectly fine and happy before we met. Hm. Maybe it is just best if... You act like you never knew me. So that you can go back to being the happy person you were before we met. If you don't feel like that should happen then just tell me. But it might be too late by then. I know you said your phone is broken so I'll give you two days to respond. After that I'm going to unfollow and unfriend you on everything we can talk on, which is basically just here and discord. Maybe I'll talk to you later, maybe I'll never talk to you again. Who knows.. Bye.

ThatFuckedUpChild

@JustSuicidalKiddo 
            you sure you this? I know myself and I’m sure that it won’t be better. I know that by now you have unfriended me but if you read this in the future, know that it was a pleasure to meet you.....
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ThatFuckedUpChild

Home
          A place where I can go
          To take this off my shoulders
          Someone take me home
          Home
          A place where I can go
          To take this off my shoulders
          Someone take me home
          Someone take me
          Look, I didn't power through the struggle
          Just to let a little trouble, knock me out of my position
          And interrupt the vision
          After everything I witnessed, after all of these decisions
          All these miles, feets, inches
          They can't add up to the distance
          That I have been through, just to get to
          A place where even if there's no closure, I'm still safe
          I still ache from trying to keep pace
          Somebody give me a sign, I'm starting to lose faith
          Now tell me, how did all my dreams turn to nightmares?
          How did I lose it when I was right there?
          Now I'm so far that it feels like it's all gone to pieces
          Tell me why the world never fights fair
          I'm trying to find
          Home
          A place where I can go
          To take this off my shoulders
          Someone take me home
          Home
          A place where I can go
          To take this off my shoulders
          Someone take me home (it's been a long time coming)
          Someone take me
          Home, home
          Home, home
          Someone take me
          Home, home
          Home, home
          Look, I been through so much pain
          And it's hard to maintain, any smile on my face
          'Cause there's madness on my brain
          So I gotta make it back, but my home ain't on the map
          Gotta follow what I'm feeling to discover where it's at
          I need the (memory)
          In case this fate is forever, just to be sure these last days are better
          And if I have any (enemies)
          To give me the strength to look the devil in the face and make it home safe
          Now tell me, how did all my dreams turn to nightmares?
          How did I lose it when I was right there?
          Now I'm so far that it feels like it's all gone to pieces
          Tell me why the world never fights fair
          I'm trying to find
          Home
          A place where I can go
          To take this off my shoulders
          Someone take me home
          Someone take me
          I found no cure for the loneliness
          
          I found no cure for the sickness
          Nothing here feels like home
          Crowded streets, but I'm all alone

ThatFuckedUpChild

Right, I’m also nearly done my all nighter(?)
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