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know what sucks? people. i used to have so many people to talk to on here, this used to be my fucking home. but now i cry every time i click on this app. i remember when my ibf and i used to talk daily. now kat never answers my dm's. i also have lost SO many people lately. my childhood best friend committed suicide and i had NO ONE to talk to. i feel so small in this big world. there is over 7 billion people on this Earth and i still feel alone. i feel like someday i should just leave this hell hope but then i remember how much that would effect people around me, so i plan on leaving due to natural causes. i have lost so many and have gained none. my story's aren't popular anymore and it hurts. i work on ONE FUCKING CHAPTER for over 6 hours, just for it to flop. you see, i enjoy writing. but i don't know if i can do it anymore. i can't think of a lesbian love story because i have never been in love and my imagination has become an abandoned factory at this point. i just fucking know no one Will see this shit, so i will post this for my own coping reasons. have a good day/night guys, gals and non binary pals! and also, kat. if you are still out there in canada, please contact me.